Today I woke up and didn't feel like doing anything. My mind felt and feels so empty, it's like my voice thankfully isn't doing any echo. But because of this, I feel lifeless. Not motivated. Not happiness or sadness, just a void. It's comfortable but it bothers a lot, quite difficult to describe the state I am. Life right now feels like an obligation I don't want to deal with right now.
I just hope tomorrow I can wake up and feel something at least, I don't like what I am now

hope this hasn't been going on for a while and happened just today...if the emptiness persists then it could mean more than just a bad day...

Other

To the person reading this,

You’ve struggled a lot to be there at this position,
Don’t give up! You’re doing a great job.
 
And whatever is bothering you, it will be okay soon ! 🙌🏻


Spreading y’all some positive vibes ❤️


Love,
Your supportive stranger. 

Mental Wellbeing

I wish for once I could do what I wanted without being stopped or criticised
I don't know what I will end up doing to myself if this continues
I can't take it 
What did I do to deserve this

Family

Mind lo ninchi povatle asal thanu.. ❤

Confusion

Y'all. I'm about to cry. I was messaging my bf/fiancée this morning and I was having a huge panic attack. He sent me a voice recording, and I just now listened to it. For one thing, this is the first time I've heard his voice, and OMG. I got all melty when I heard it like asjkkjkfgdffkjh.
And he was so sweet too, telling me how much he loved me and could see his future with me (the stutter when he talked about us having kids killed me it was so cute) and how strong I was and how he is here with me no matter what and y'all. Mah HEART.   I swear to God Imma marry this man. 

Anxiety

What'll you do, when you know that you'll gone by your 40? 

I feel confused right now... My life are just like... Monotonous, it doesn't got any meaningful memories. 
And some weeks ago I also realized that I got CHF/Cardiomyophaty, I don't know if it's severe or not, but I hide it from my family as asthma for years (hard to breathe after hard activities and after sleep) 

I want to change. I need to create some goals, but I don't even know how to make one. 
So, can you "share" me your dreams? 
Or maybe some idea? 

Lonely

How do u know someone likes u?

3am Thoughts

Anyone here to teach me English??

Books

Heey so i met this guy in the apl and he was super nice and stuff he wanted to conect outside of this app.... i didnt want to but i went for it.. he started sending me pics of himself and stuff and he was very willing for me too to do the same thing... he seems nice and stuff but i am not used to this kinda of things... what should i do...

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