To people who are sensible here- if you see all these sens.eless posts here, report it 🙏 

3am Thoughts

How to stop feeling like a failure 

2023 is finally over. Oh what a year it has been. ￼￼ I am not ready for 2024 to begin. Happy new year everybody. ￼

Depression

I don’t know who needs to hear this (maybe I do) 
It is so much better to be alone with yourself with those high standards rather than be with someone with someone with mediocre standards 

Loss

👋 
Anyone up for chat?


Lonely

I'm feeling guilty, yet relived. I want to end living, but I have hope for future.

I am 18 and I had an abortion last month which has taken a toll on me. It was a decision made by my boyfriend and me after finding out about it. I was hesitant to take this decision but if the baby was born, we'd provide it a bad life because we aren't financially independent and our families would not support us.
He continued to be by my side, heard me out throughout the process but once it was over, he tells me to not talk about it. It probably gives him the same feeling of guilt as I'm facing, but while he is dealing with it well alone, I can't. I am not able to accept and live on. I killed my potential child and it is eating me up. I have not confided in to anyone except here. 
I know I have done wrong but I also know it was better than being a very bad parent. 

I am just very confused about what is right and validated to feel and what is not. Last week, I blames my boyfriend that he forced the decision upon me but realised how wrong it was. I am messing everything up. 😶

Abortion

heyy guys, 
so i had dated this guy almost around 2 years back, he was my first boyfriend ever!
but after a few months we broke up due to his negligence and carelessness which really hurt me. after that he too moved on and so did i. i even dated other guys
but last he said he wanted to get back with me, i denied because i was dating another guy but he then cheated on me. but this guy and i were bestfriends by then. i really trusted him and all that, maybe i still did have feelings for him but i never really expressed it. but from 3 months i started liking him again and i wanted to get back with him. when i told him about this he said that he likes another girl but we can stay friends. i agreed with him thinking that maybe his rejection will help me move on. Turns out it didn’t work AT ALL it just made my feelings grow stronger and i really have this gut feeling that says that out story isn’t over and that maybe we are meant to be. what do u think i should do?

Love

Should I sleep again or just do some work now?🤨

I want to break things I want to scream I want out of here I'm just frustrated

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