To hell with this degree!
I can’t be happy or care free anymore… I can’t be with my parents… Fuck this stupid degree it ruined me. I just want to fucking leave this place and get the fuck away from everything. I’m not a fucking perfectionist just leave tf me alone.
if you feel this degree will not help you in the future, then quit. You have to live for another 40 to 50 years with that degree as your base . if you are not happy then just quit.
about your parents, I feel the only good thing to do right now is let it go. they have invested their time and money so evidently they will act out.
nobody in this world has ever come across any hurdle without any struggle. think of this as a hurdle and keep going.
I wish you find all the happiness in the world