To everyone who's struggling out there, my heart goes out to all of you. I know what you are dealing with is pretty hard to survive and I am super proud of you for braving it. You dont deserve so much pain. Sending healing vibes your way.

Ebisnow21 

beingmyself

Himanshu 

Life

I always get attached to people because of my emotional nature. You tell me your story and I will be available there for you always inspite the fact that people are not going to be with me always. I am fed up with this feeling of people coming in and going out of my life with their will. But I have this habit of not leaving them if they are facing something. People make use of it and goes away like I'm nothing, my emotions are nothing.

One day, the people that didn't believe in you will tell everyone how they met you.

Now&Me Thinks

Hello guys I'm new here 

Happy

Some people are so sadist

3am Thoughts

i am depressed , very very upset .

i really need some advice and help .
so the thing is my mother has covid and she is really sick these days I have had so many dreams abut she leaving me and I continuously crying in despair .
secondly , my bf u can say he is my lifeline he is always at my side when I am down , but he has some work and now he is moving within a few months . 
my best friend aspire to become a pilot so next month she is joining academy leaving me here so alone for next 3years . 
i myself as well look forward to study abroad and fear that there I will never again find anyone to help me to stand by my side . My parents and my brother are not at all supportive and rarely loving . And my days goes like working all day doing household chores then take out study time at night , barely sleep and wake up upset . i seriously begging god day and night to have some mercy on me it is too much pain . i have been in this constant similar pain for years now and it is just getting worse . it has been months ever since I got any tight hug and more than a month when I met my friend and now I cant go due to corona .
i don't know if I am even worthy of this life , what god really wanna teach me from all this . 

i m sorry if I bored you but I really needed to share . 
PS: I cried while writing


have a good day :)

Depression

What is one thing that is instant turn on for you? 

Hey, I didn't have access to the app since I couldn't find any decent VPN, but safely, I do now; it's just that I'm hopeful, as terrified as I am and I wanted to let you wonderful guys know about it. I'm playing my role as a least toxic part of the nature by being part of a community that only have one wish: Freedom. Something that all philosophers have always been fantasizing about. It's what I'm self coaching myself to dare to dream about. We are fighting against an inner disease that turned our great Persia to this dystopia.
It's early in the morning, 6:30 am; I'm listening to a healing sound. I can't sleep, I can't even relax my stiffened jaw. I can't be wishing for a therapist to talk to, since we're fighting and mourning at the same time; all people of Persia's soil showing solidarity like they all are one big cell. That's something therapeutic. We outgrew the lies, history is what we live now. We're reacting to the reality as part of the nature. The victory is ours. I can feel it, smell it; if it's not, perhaps it's death.
Life is beautiful.

Affirmations

I am frustrated.. 
I am angry , sad
Past few days am crying , not able to. Study , panicking  also term two is going to be contudct in month.
Am not able to focus ..block is having in mind 
Also today my mom said that when u will get tension to study study then only u will understand. Yeh sabh Jo mujhe term two ka tension , ho rah hai ...I mean yeh sabh Jo mene upar likha hai is because mujhe tension ho rahi hai for studies...and mom thinks that am just doing these so that I won't study 

Am' just crying everytime 
Am tired 
Am frustrated ...angry.


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