To all the people realizing they are aromantic, even if they are in a relationship currently:
You are not using anyone nor have you inherently used someone just because you are aromantic. It is still possible to have a relationship even if you are aromantic, but if you realize you need to break it off, that’s okay too.
Realizing parts of who you are is not a bad thing, and while it may change how you approach things going forward, it does not have to, nor is it bad if it does. Figuring yourself out is a good thing. Love yourself. It’s okay.

Relationships

Since days my one male friend has been asking questions like if I’m dating anyone . Always replying to my stories and always texting me with excuse. He is a good guy abd helpful but lately i have been getting irritated by him since he always keeps on texting and I don’t feel like replying too. I never text him at all . He only keeps asking how I’m am . 
However today he asked me out. I was stunned. He broke up with my best friend 4 years back. How could he say this to me? I’m not interested at all. I never even met him since college got over. 

So I replied saying I saw you only as good friend and can’t reciprocate the same feeling. So he replied saying that he was just messing up with me and it’s alright. He was having fun .
What does this mean? I mean what do I even reply to this ? 

3am Thoughts

जो सो गया है वो किसी की बाहों में खोया है,
जागने वाला हर रात दबी आवाज में रोया है।

#aksh 

Boring Morning 😏

Lonely

Just want to have one person around me who fixes me 

Last night was worst.. it all started when my boyfriend said that he don't feel we are best friends anymore... Like we don't do things which best friends do.. i was so confused because according to me everything was normal.. and the 'things' he was talking about.. it don't happen Because he can't forget my past and always taunts me for my choices in movies or series. He's the reason i deleted all my social media accounts ( except this because he don't know i use this ) because he used to continuously taunting me and controlling me to watch certain type of video or post. And all of that was so mentally exausting that i deleted all. 

Then he again remind me my past.. insulted me in every possible way.. even indirectly called me s/√t and pro.. 
And i even found out that his brother told things from my past to one of my boyfriend's close family member. 
 I'm completely broken. And i can't even say all this to my own boyfriend because he thinks i play victim card and s#it. Totally fedup and tired of all this things 

Anxiety

I’m only here to get this done and over with simply and efficiently. I’m usually quite a strong and confident person overall, I have a high self esteem, many friends, have been efficient enough to get top qualifications, a great job and most of the things I want in life, I just work to get them. I’m like a powerhouse of a person. But then of course came along this depressed and bipolar piece of shit and we both slowly became obsessed with each other and didn’t admit it to ourselves until it was too late. They were the most interesting person ngl, I have ever met - we played some nice and shitty games with each other and it was truly unique in its own way. Opposites poles attract. I left them a few weeks ago but I can still sometimes feel a pang of their presence sometimes. We were both just too obsessed and it wasn’t doing us any good. But if I ever did love anyone I would probably love that kind of piece of shit. Love you bro. You’ll always be mine forever, no matter the weather.

Hustle

People in love say that they enjoy listening to their partner's nonsense...well..is that true ? Does that happen?


Its lonely today. Stayed in my room all day , didn’t interact with anyone. I wonder how can i stop feeling this way. Really need someone to talk to. 
:/

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