To accomplish great things,
we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe.

Aman raj 

Motivation

I want to leave everything behind,leave everyone I've ever known,move to a small quiet country or town,own a small book shop to sustain myself,and grow a vegetable garden ,that's all I've ever wanted my whole life,I don't want academic excellence,I don't want to be in a position of power,I don't want to hustle ,I don't want fame or envy from others,I  don't ever want to marry ,I just want to live the remaining days of my life quietly ,reading books,owning pets and grow flowers in my garden .

Dreams

My bestfriend always left me on seen every single time...idk what type of alien she is but she always do this to me and I feel so hurt and angry at the same time🥲🥲

3am Thoughts

I just read a online book and my f goodness I’m so sensitive that i just saw the spoilers and started crying my heart out because they both part their ways in the end and i can relate to that. 

my bf posted a pictures of himself on insta, in one of his photo he didn’t look good so i told him to delete that picture, he said if i like this photo, i like my self so what’s the problem? , but i don’t want people to laugh at him for that picture, so i told him multiple times and he deleted all pictures, nd said i am never gonna post anything, that leads us to big fight, M i being bad? , I just don’t want people to laugh at him , I was just protecting him, M i overreacting?    i just told 1 picture is not good nd he ended up deleting everything,, Am i bad?

Relationships

Not feeling good. I feel everyone hates me. How do you survive when no one likes your existence?

Life

Ghar par pade pade phone se duri kam ho gayi hai aur padhai se zyada 

Confusion

Bored

Frustration


dear ex, 
we met in middle school, 8th grade to be exact. you were always a flirt and so i never took any of your comments seriously. then we went to high school. i had all advanced classes except one because it was an elective and of course, you just had to be in it. we grew close actually, our last names are somewhere along the same lettering so we sat next to each other. i started to realize that maybe you weren’t such a jerk. anyways, one day you told me how you felt and i gave in. it was my first official relationship. it was great at first, then things got hard. i’m sorry i left by the way, i didn’t tell you why and i know that must’ve hurt but i couldn’t bring it upon myself to tell you either. selfish i know. anyways sophomore year, i met someone else. despite me hurting you, you didn’t like that. except it wasnt fair because you had a girlfriend. i knew that you didn’t like it but i was sort of happy and you were with someone else. seeing me happy with someone else led to you breaking her heart.  you confessed your love to me. i never wanted that to happen but at the same time i’m glad it did and i feel terrible about that. as for thee other guy, i did the same. it was once again you and i. except this time your life wasn’t going well. you pushed me away. it’s okay. and then we move on to junior year, once again back together. why did it keep happening? who knows. it’s like everyone just knew that we would get back together at some point. and that’s exactly the what happened. expect now there was too much history and too much memories that weren’t great everytime we looked at each other so we agreed to call it quits. senior year was just trying to avoid each other and now we’re in college. you’ve had other gfs and me? none because i can’t get past the talking stage with anyone else. but now you’re trying to come back to my life. do i love you? i don’t know. i think i do but i don’t think i know what love is. do i want you back? i don’t know. we were kids and we still are. i don’t know what i want. you told me yesterday that you were only every truly happy with me, but how can that be true when our relationship was so inconsistent. 

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