Tired!! Exhausted! Anxiety! Stress! Depression

Going through all these at the moment don't know how to calm down 

Not sure why i am here writing this ! 



It's time for work 

Things at work got messed up 

Unfortunately i am having a very bad time

Can't workout 

Because of personal pressure messed up with work 

Sorry to hear that..hopefully it should get better 

I started journaling and writing shit poems as a release. Not the manliest thing but try something creative? 

Anxiety

My Boyfriend's side family and his cousins they are so immature that they can't see us happy
My boyfriend keeps my pic as his wallpaper his love is loud and expressive he does everything for me  
But  his family keeps on talking behind our back about whatever he does for me it's not like he doesn't look after them he treats us all equally but they don't seem happy and I think they are finding it difficult to accept me or maybe they simply don't like me 

I have work but I feel drained 

Exhausted

I feel numb I feel like a loser always unhappy and always thinking about the one guy who I thought was my first love and he played me and now I can’t move on I don’t know how to ...my parents are not together and I’m so scared to open up to people that I push them away myself I can’t stop thinking abt it im being body shamed I hate everything that I don’t wanna live 

Breakup

Hii guys 
I need a suggestion 
Jaise aapko pata hai i had a break up with him, last 2 months se hamara koi contact nahi tha, jaise u know guys he disrespected me, insulted me, lots of things like kachara, dustbin, aukat nikali meri, he said so many things  and from last 2 months we don't have any contact, i was  blocked him from everywhere, but suddenly he text on Friday and said his dad is hospitalised and he asking me for meet, and today I went that hospital for meet him, so kya me ne galat kiya 
Insaniyat ke liye or koi takleef me hai uske liye me gayi thi, unke dad ko dekha baat ki unse, ab kya me use fir se block kar du, ya fir ignore Karu.....?

Affirmations

I am a girl, I am in relationship with a girl from past 3 years, she's the one who initiated the relationship 3 years back by intentionally kissing me. Than we were so in love, it was caring, good, we made love a lot. But the girl used me too in every way she could like I have done everything for her like traveling distances to see her, bringing her food, surprises, like every think... But  few months back she double dated with a guy and now had ditched me saying we were toxic... the guy made him happy she says.. she lost feelings from her and fall for the guy.... It hurts so much... Now what should I do

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