Time is most expensive thing in the world...

No man...it is not true...you gave your time ,care , efforts and attention to other ...but still they like okay man...and then the world say ...stop expecting from other ...i want to say...why not!!we are humans and expectations are normal...
But those people gonna mad on materialistic things... and concern them ...no matter what if you are waiting or taking out your time for them...it depends on the situation and mood of people... whether you gave your time or not... doesn't matter.....🍂

3am Thoughts

SOMETIMES, 
I hate myself for being soft hearted and crying so fast.

Now&Me Thinks

I hate being an adult. Who allowed me to be to be an adult? I had some problems with my bank account and my parents won't help me because I'm not a kid anymore. "How will you learn if we help you solve every small issue? " Idk man just tell me what to do 😭

Adulting

Any suggestions for good therapist who specialises in LGBTQ and depression related issues. It will be of great help, thanks. 👍

Depression

God nobody cares! are people blind or they just act like this

Part 2 
So we got in relationship after one day i just ask her what about that other guy who proposed you before me and she said i accept his proposal i was shocked and got depressed in min after listing that then she said you said you like me it's not proposal at all so you didn't proposed me so then i said listen i love you ok she ask me again really i said yes i love you ♥️
Then she said it was lie i reject him she shared the screenshots and all 
The college were online again so we didn't get enough time to talk she was busy with work and i was free all day after lectures  
In 1st week she was really caring 
Like my friends and i we use to play football every Sunday so after the match i got some injury and swelling in my right foot 
I shared about that and then she became my mom 
She Gave me lectures for 20 min 😆 like don't play if get injured all time 
I said ok ok 
Then after 1-2 day she get busy  and she got new work the exams were about to start and she was making the question papers for college 
I just wanted to talk that's why whenever she texted me i gave quick reply after sometime i felt it's just me who is giving so much 
Cuz it was my 1st relationship with anyone and i don't know how it's feel and what to do 😅
So i started to give late reply like after 1 hr or 2hr 
At that time i do my own works 
It's ok to gave late reply but not too late right  so it's not always like i give her late reply 
College timeing was 7:30 to 1:00 for her and after that she do college work at home all day she have some health issues so she get headache and suffocating sometimes so i use to remind her for medicine all time after some day i was her let's hangout let's go on date she said ok I'll take leave from college but only in college timing 
That day it was exhausting cuz i asked her for date but i didn't have bike or Scotty to take her to the place we were going 
I asked almost everyone in my list and everyone Said no 🙂
At last I ask my friend who live on ground floor and she just ask me when you want 
And Said ok take it don't worry just wear helmet 
The respect for that man ♥️💯
 So we went on date i got ready took his scooty from parking and patrol pump , they i buy her an dark chocolate cuz she like dark chocolate 
I got near college where we gonna meet 
She was beutiful that day i saw her coming from distance and she came to me and whispered in my ears it's you right cuz i was wearing helmet 
We went place near me cuz it was safe place to go 
While we were riding she shared everything what's going on and started to share about the chairman daughter she is teacher too she shout on her without  any reason and then started to get angry 
I stop the Scotty in middle of rode and said listen it's ok what happen just leave it don't worry and gave her the dark chocolate i brought for her 
She started blushing and said it was not necessary 👉🏻👈🏻
 I said yes it is necessary 
It is our 1st date so it's ok no big deal 🤭
Then we reach to place and walking and sharing our things 
I took her to the restaurant but she said listen I'm not hungry don't waste your money 
Let's have the dark chocolate for now 
Things were going good then she asked me ok now let's go 
Drop me 
I said ok but we have more time she was getting calls from her mom so i agreed 
I dropped her but i don't wanted to say bye 🥺
I just hold her hand and ask her let go somewhere another time let's plan next date 
 Will continue tomorrow 
In part 3 🥱🥱




I strongly don't appreciate the fake skeleton of a human 😑. 

Affirmations

While sex and beauty fade, intimacy and friendship grow stronger.

Just heard that tomorrow's the result of my first terminal exam of high school.Hearing this my heart is about to come out of my body.I'm so so scared.I ruined my exam.Think I'll fail in either Physics or Chemistry.Ughhhhhhhhh,my heart's beating so fast.My parents will for sure kill me after looking that the result card.

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