Time, a construct as intimate as it is alien. Forever binding us yet always eluding us. In time we find the essence of our mortality, the confrontation with our own annihilation always looming in the distance.

Time

I don't know may be i am spending so much time on social media...

I am witnessing some disturbing comments on people's video, their views on religion
, their judgemental thoughts... Women children...😑
Quite disturbing for me....


Frustration

Kya chal raha h bhai log?

Friends

I've been physically and mentally abused and was harassed by my parents. I only loved and valued 1 person in my entire life and idk why she's gone without even saying anything. Just vanished. That took a heavy toll on me. I couldn't cope with it since she was the one and only person I had, trusted and loved. It's been 2yrs since she has gone. I have no one to talk, no one to share my pain. I'm completely lonely confined in a dark room 24/7. To make my matter worse I have developed hallucinations of her since 1 and half year and I'm suffering from insomnia and I get these suicidal thoughts mainly these thoughts increase during evening and night times. I tried to take my life multiple times and all of them were successfully failed. I've lost hope and IDK what to do. 

Breakup

I don't know what to say. I just feel very lonely all the time. I'm not lonely socially but emotionally. I don't even have a single person with whom I can share my pain and emotions with. Nothing seems right. I am moving to delhi for my training in a few days and I'm not prepared for it all. Everyone around me thinks that I should be excited about it..which I am I truly am but I'm scared too. I feel lonely and alone living w my family in my hometown. What will happen when I'll move to completely new city. 

Lonely

the scares of acne sometimes lowers my self confidence

Physical Health

I need to talk with someone

Relationships

I am feeling lost..why does this happen to me ..i loved him with all my heart..he was also in love with me..but when his parents went against this relationship ..he went all cold..am i not worth fighting for?

After one week of chatting calls and video calls, a guy proposed me...
He shared his pain some secrets about his life with me..
And same i shared some too...

But because of my past i didn't have courage to say yes to him...

One thing is revolving in my mind that how can someone propose in 1 week as he is in airforce and he said one thing as his reply that...
He doesn't know that he will see next day or not so that's why he is so much rush..

I don't know to react should i say yes or take my time...

Two days earlier i told him my priorities my fears and he said we will overcome that together but i was so scared that i said clear no...

 and now he deactivated his account and told that whenever you gain trust or when you fullfill your dreams just text me or call me...  I'll be here waiting for you... i can't love anybody else..

 now i am missing him but i am also in doubt that what if it's his trick to make me give him my number....

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