Throughout the day, it takes extra effort just to stay calm and it seems as if every little thing triggers an emotional response.

Anxiety

I met this guy through dating app and we went on a date everything went well he ghosted me for 2-3 days then start texting me back and tonight he went on a out with 2 girls idk who I believe one is her sister and don't know about the other one. When i asked him 'what are you doing' he had the audacity to tell me ' I'm on a date you tell' 
And he took those two girls where we had our first date. 
It was a slap on my face idk why i felt so humiliated by that

3am Thoughts

ON A VOICE REST!!!😭😭😭

Can someone please suggest me some cute diy gifts for my long distance bf:)

Relationships

Im overthinking about a person again who I meet 3 months ago and we have been close friends but now she is been different online like don't have time for call me but stay online and use snapchat insta. But don't have time for calling me. Because yesterday again we talk overnight but she told me I will call you tomorrow but I today I didn't get a single call from her. She don't even open mt snaps. Is it like important value and I m forgetting my self value

Its not friendship when both sides don't give the same effort. Same energy. One can simply be in love with a person as an one-sider but friendship is formed in both way cooperation. I don't know why people tend to forget this very fact 😔
Happy Friendship Day 💓 

Friends

Helloooo, koi hai 

jb jb halat or uljhanlo lad ke har ke tumne rishte ki dor todne ke kohsish to ki magar nhi tod paya bss uski bakhiyan udhadti gye , hr udhda sira mai jodta to gya pr aaj jb palat ke dekhta hoon to hr jod pr ek gath najar aate hai pta nhi tumko woh gathe kbhi dikhi ya nhi. Khona nhi chahta tha tumhe , pr sath hi sath kuch tut rha tha andar or ek darr tha sath hi kuch kass ke pakadne ka sangarsh un tute hisso ko uthane ke lie jab jab jhukta ek or hissa tut ke gir jata or ek chote bache ki trah sb kuch bator lena chahti tha mai pr hoe nhi paya aisa hota nhi hai aisa , bachpan ki pariyan whi rehti hai sath nhi aati, kisse khaniyan sb whi khin kisi purane bakse mai ked reh jati hai . Tumse alg hone ke bad yeh ehsaas hua ki asal jeevan to kuch or hi hai . Kitni raaton mai un jaagti khawishon ko or dher saari saapno ki bheed ko behla ke yeh keh ke sulaya tha ki raat hai soo jao ek subah aayegi tumko phir jagane pr woh subah kbhi aaye nhi dheere dheere raat ke andhero mai tumhari yaadein mere khyalo ke jaal mai fasne lgi or saari raat mere sawalo se unki saansein ghut ti rehti , unginat sawal . sapno ke bde bde mahal bhi to bna lie the hmne pr sb khali the unko bhrna chahta tha pr bharta kaise uske lie tumhari , tumhare waqt ke saman  ke jrurat the jo un dayero tk reh gye or jo milta tha woh aasman mai phenki kisi khairat ke trah lgta tha or khairat mai mila kbhi kaafi nhi hota.  binaa vishwas rishta  kab tak palta kb tk hra rehta .
tumne ek bar jo toda tumhara mujhe jhootha btana . Meri bhi majboori rahi hogi par vishwas majbooriyan kaha maanta hai sacchai majbooriyan ko hara  deti hai. is bat  ka mujh ko yakeen to tha tumne humesha kha bhi tha ,bohot mushkil tha usko banana main koshish karta raha , pr akele us vishwas ko kahaan tak bana pata . Tumhare sath ki jrurat the mujhko un tukdon tukdon ko sametne ke liye ankon ke liye sametna mere bass mein nahin tha ek sahara chahiye tha , tumhara!! Main isi intezar mai betha rha  .tumhare pass waqt hi kaha tha tumhari majbooriyan jo the . Mujhe, Mujhe rona tha tumse milakar tumhare saath bhot sikhwe the   , bohot ladna tha ,dil chir kar dikhana tha kitna pyaar hai batana tha kitni jrurat the mujhko tumhari , dikhana tha ki kya the tum mere lie . haan bohot toofan bhara tha mere andar , us bandh bandhe rkha tha mann mai jisko sirf tum khol skte the ek nye rang mai ek darr khatam krna tha bss itna sa hi to waqt chaiye tha tumhara or tumne dia bhi to tha poore 2 ghante , woh do ghante shayad kam padh gaye the itne sare hisaab  ghanton mein mumkin  nahin the itne hafton ke dard ka   lekha jokha do ghante mein kaise niptate.itne samay ka likha  puch gaya tha do ghante mein dubara kaise bhar paate hum  m. us shaam un do ghanton ne bohot kuch bayan kiya . us roz pata laga tumhare sahuliyaten, tumhare  prathmiktayein bohot alag thi phir bhi ek baat ka yah to yakeen hai ki  tumhara haal bhi mere haal se alag nahin raha hoga jeevan juda  hokar hi shi ek doori mai phir samanantar hi hoga , kb  jaana tha humne saath chal rahe the magar dharti or aasman ke tarah par  vo alag hi rahenge humesha.tumhare jaane ke baad ek pal bhi ek yug bann jaega ye  nhi pta tha  . ab jo uth ta hoon  subah un yaadon ke sath to aksar der tk bistar pr lete apne kamre ki chatt ko niharta rehta . Waqt ka postman phir mera saman mujhe pkda jata hai ek puraane lamho ki potli jab kholta hoon usko dekhta hoon itne samay ke tohfe bhr laya tha kambakht puraane se kagaj mai lipti yaadein , Surkh dabbe mai tanhai , hari si bottle mai kuch arsh lamhon mai or ek ek choti si pudiyan mai kuch muskurahaten jinmein tumhare saath bitaye waqt ke kitne hi lamhen kaid  hai .


Breakup

I hate how there is no concept of going for therapy, in most of Asian countries, after losing someone to death. There is nothing more traumatic than seeing your loved ones dead. 

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