Though each of us is dealing with many issues right now, eventually we shall all be smiling once more.😊💐

Anxiety

Im struggling today. As a child I went through sexual abuse. I’m almost 20 now and all of my relationships fail due to severe anxiety stemmed from that abuse. People love to say they like crazy girls but they don’t mean it. As someone who actually has sever mental illnesses it’s so frustrating. I keep thinking that one day I’ll just get over what happened but it had caused so many problems in my life and it just won’t stop. I’m so tired of feeling this way. 

Child Abuse

You wondered how you'd make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you're looking for, is the one thing you can't see.

3am Thoughts

i feel soo depressed. i want to die. but i dont have courage to do so.
people around me are very toxic. i want to run away from everything.

Emotional Abuse

I have loved a girl since I was in 4th standard. Now I am in my 4th yr of college and I haven't been able to tell her my feelings. I have loved her the same always. My friends say that she doesn't deserve me but I just tell them to STFU. Also, I feel my texts have given her a wrong impression of who I am. I want to tell her everything in an in-person meet but sometimes I feel why put in so much effort, why give so much to the person who doesn't even want it? Also, we both have given each other signs that we love each other but it was never clearly spoken.
What should I do? Should I call her to meet me and tell her everything or just let everything be and wait for things to happen(cuz I feel I've already done so much and she for sure knows how I feel for her)?

Love

I used a facewash by wow now i am going to change a new facewash will use it for 10 days and will again switch to wow one? Stressed by the fact that will it be ok for my skin? I usually dont change facewash its the first time i am doing it so i am stressed by this fact that it will harm my skin.

Stress

I have never been in love or maybe I don’t know how ot feels like to be in love 

I am so sick of having one sided love. Just so sick. I can't take this shit anymore

I don't relate to you
I don't relate to you, no
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty
You make me hate this city
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me fucking sad

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