thode days when going to school was actually a therapy that we were didn't aware about
sab kuch chood chaad ke jo peace aur enjoyment di hai na school me friend vo mushkil se hi milegi 

bhai poori duniya ka dukh 
home work
exam 
family issues ek taraf
aur school se milne vaala enjoyment ek taraf 😌

Monday farewell hai 
12th me hoon 
aur jabse lockdown hua hai na tabse feel horha hai ki my school life has been gone and i miss it so much 
bas yarr mann krta hai ki vo 10th standard ka ek din dubaara jeene ka mauka miljaata mujhe bas ek baari 

3am Thoughts

You know sometimes kuch achha hone se pahle bahut negative si feeling aati hai, jaise ki jo plan kiya hai vo nahi hoga 😔 or mood usi time se off sa hone lagta hai, don't know why? 

Zindagi se ek ajeeb rishta hai mera, pal me hasi, pal me rona. 

Hasi hai logon me saath jeene ki.
Aur rona hai unhi logon ko chod kar jaane ki

Sometime jo hum chahte hai vo kabhi Nai milta jis ke liye me hu vo man chaha na mile usko hum under pressure se change kare .. jo hum chahte hai ki kash bila kuch bole sub ho jaiye Aakhit kab tak apne man ko sumjhau usko sumjhau..pata hai phele mujhe bus akela lagta tha per ab Itna tut gai @hu kisi se bat karene ka man Nai karta khud se tak Nai khud ki taklif unsunna karne ki koshish karti hu per jiske bare me jab sumjh aai tab se socha or vo hi Nai mile or fir hum kisi ek aise bandhan me bandh jaiye jis se hum bhar nikla chahe to bhi Nai nikal sakte kash kash phele hi mene meri life jee li hoti to aaj kisi ki liye rukna Nai padta tha kisi k liye yuu rona Nai padta tha 

I use my Pa yt m U P I jese wo account se jouda hi na ho ya usme unlimited mo n e y ho😭😭

Abhi just kuch order Kiya ye jante huye bhi ke usme 279 the ab wo bhi nahi 😭

Eating Disorder

Hi I need an advice I have a boyfriend it's been an year he alwys say that big big baate that relation n all bahot important hai .kabhi dhoka nh dena ka ek dusre ko .he never used to give me his mobile but he can take mine because I allow .one day I decided to check him with my frnd account I text him he started chating wid her .he share everything there regarding his past life today he is single he said to her ..chating me ek din mene bol diya hi baby how u wat doing bolta mujhe pata tha tu hi kr rh th aise harqat ..mene kaha jo tum mujhe choke tha baate kr rh the uska kya..he said me masti kr rh thA..mene kaha no u r lieing ..2 din baat nh kia usne mujhse .. mujhe acha nh lag rh tha I called him and said sorry to him fr vo taane marne laga mujhe baar baar ekdum chid ke jwab de rh h thk se baat nh kr rh ..I said sorry like alot of times's still he is rude don't know what to do please help 

Anxiety

I confess my Frist love to my crush and I feel so relaxed today, why it's like so light, man ki saari baat bata di, 1 koi topic mene apne andar nahi rakha aur sab convey kar diya. Even I rejected but mere man me koi doubt nahi h ki mene abhi tak ka apna 100% nahi diya and mere ko khud pe proud feel ho raha h ki mene apne andar koi kaam nahi rakhi bolte time ❤️❤️❤️

Friends

I have realised one thing if someone wants to make time for you go that extra mile make you a priority they will....I have felt this thing jb kisi ko mere saath actually mein mn tha time spend krne ka to wo effort khud se the without any extra provocation but ab jb nhi hai wo effort nhi hai jb kisi ka mn tmhe prioritise krne ka toh to they won't fir kitna hi tm bol lo kitna hi beg kr lo they just won't 


Kyu mujhe frk pdta h ...kbhi kbhi m uske liye imp sabit hoti hu ...toh kbhi jese kuch hu nhi m...
Life esi toh nhi sochi thi maane...m toh khuli kitab thi...or aaj kitab k paano ko koi faad k Jaa rha h...toh koi BDL k ...koi issme se meri khushi leke k Jaa rha h toh koi aapne dukh deke ...
Log aksar aate h or chle jaate h ...pr m vhi kyu ruki hui hu...sabko ek juth bol bol k trk gyi hu...
Haa mujhe frk pdta h...haa mujhe bhi taklif hoti h...haa m nhi has skti ...haa m syd toot chuki hu... Sabka behaviour ka toh pta nhi...pr uss ek shasak ka behaviour mujhe BDL rha h ...jo m hu nhi vo banne pe majboor kr rha h ...
Shi khte h log ...kisi k liye bhi available nhi hona chahiye...or m ho gyi thi... Kya pta syd yhi glti thi meri🍂

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