This year has already been tough on you, you please be kind to you.

Supportive

Love isn't enough to make someone stay👐

3am Thoughts

I dont do any work at my job. Is it only me or anyone else too?

Other

Is anyone available to talk right now? I feel anxious….

Anxiety

You know at a point I had everything I could want from life but people and me sabotaging myself ended up in me losing it all. Didn’t realise it back then and I do have one last opportunity to slowly get back on my feet and not feel worthless again in life but it’s all so damn hard when you’ve gotta push through every damn day and every damn moment alone. No one to text, call or anyone to check up on you and when your own family is a lot of the reason your head’s a carousel, it’s hard, it’s really hard. This year’s the most crucial year in my life and if I can’t get through this, all of it, it’ll just mean that I’ve failed to do what I set out to and I’ll have to give up on my lifelong dreams. It’ll be the end and you’d think that in itself should be the motivating factor but let me ask you something, what good is all that the world has to offer if you have no one to share it with? Was depressed with bpd and a high anxiety disorder for 13 years and now that I’ve finally come out of it all, I have no one.

Exhausted

I thought this might be a good idea, to chat with someone else about my thoughts. 

I just watched the movie ‘EAT PRAY LOVE’ . The beautiful wordings I liked from it :-
1.Sometimes, we accept living in misery because we are too afraid of a change , we fear that things might crumble to ruins. But the truth is that ruin is a gift. Ruin is the road to transformation. 
2. God dwells within you, as ‘you’.
3.Sometimes our life isn’t that chaotic , the world is, and the only trap is getting attached to any of it. 

Affirmations

Am feeling alone......

Breakup

It's a Monday morning and I'm blank
I took up a part time job coz I'm not studying
And now i don't even have motivation to do that
How much more longer would i be going in this depressed state
I can't even go out for a fresh air thanks to the jail life at home
Sometimes i feel i should just agree to what they say and get married even when I'm so sure I'm not mentally prepared for it


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