Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

This thing happened. I am under pressure and people come and talk to me or call me up. So i don’t pick up calls. And i don’t give answers that nicely. So my dad got upset today because i spoke with the slightest of frustration. R u kidding. He always does that. I am not allowed to have and show any emotion. Always smile don’t sulk. Answer properly. Stay in the best of moods. When he himself is not this way how can he expect so much out of me. This is not only my dad but many people around me want me to talk nicely. I can’t talk nicely to you when i am under pressure. At least i am not screaming at you. It is just that i don’t give proper answers. Can’t u understand from ur part that okay let’s talk to her later. nO. They are just plain dumb. I want to scream cry at the top of my lungs. But don’t even have the freedom to do that. I am so frustrated.