This post might be triggering.
I wanna die.
I wanna die too tbh. And to be even more honest, I don’t really wanna die, neither do you. We just want to really live, like reaaally live but the pain is too much. So, for the time being, please be patient with yourself while you go through emotions and setbacks that are unpleasant to deal with. The worst or unbearable of our circumstances have the capacity to bring immense healing. So please be kind to yourself and hold on.
Don’t do that…that’s cowardly…fight it out whatever it may be…you have the ability and every human has the ability…speak up
This is me speaking, thank you for the nice comments but I desperately really want to die, yes I seriously don’t wanna live. I have no idea what I wanna do in this world or for me at least, every day I wake up feeling hopeless and making plans on what I could do to make my life look better. So I and my family don’t have to feel ashamed, cause all I do is staying at home and do nothing. I don’t wanna live and that’s the truth, so why can’t I die just now? I don’t know, I couldn’t find the right time— I really need to make my family at least understand the surfaces on what I’m feeling and how I see the world. If this feeling could stop, then I would like to see the future but no, there’s none.
Dear post writer,
Hang in there. I want you to know that times change, and things won’t just become all rosy but there will be days that will make you feel grateful to yourself for staying through it and braving it. There will be good days, that will help you overcome darker times. It’s a process, but hang in there, the world still needs you.
Bani Singh @banisinghvasir
It is such a good idea for you to talk to your family. Sometimes our own thoughts are too much for us to bear, but others can help us see it through. I can understand how futile life can seem, but trust me you’re not alone and you’re not the only one. Trying times, hopeless times, times when nothing’s happening, times when nothing’s going right…they all pass. Please don’t feel ashamed, society just puts those thoughts in our head. We have nothing to be ashamed of. Just breathe, and continue being your self even if that means not doing anything at all. It’s okay. It’s alright. It’s good enough to just be, to survive, to live, to let live, to just exhale all the negative thoughts as you breathe out and breathe in the fresh air. You’ll get through this my dear, I’m with you, you can do this.
Hey! Would you want to discuss what’s bothering you?