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@popi56

This one is the second my list of worst assaults. Also, I’m 11
Before I left michigan It was a holiday. I got to see my mom but I wanted to go to my dads for chistmas because we were poor and my dad was rich. I had my siblings on my dads side there also. There were my two brothers specifically we are focused on today. These are my biological brothers by the way. That night I was faking sleep so I could spy on my brothers. You know, innocent 8 year old girl things. I listen to them talking more and i hear them talking about me. They both stand over me and I hear rustling. I felt something warm on my face and slowly enter my mouth. I was confused, but tired. When it got out of my mouth I fell asleep. I woke up with a nasty taste in my mouth but i didn’t think much of it. I walked around for the next two years not knowing what happened. Then, one of my brothers told me what happened. “Our other brother put his you know what in your mouth while you were asleep.” I started to tear up but I didn’t want to look weak so I held it back “Why didn’t you stop him?” I asked him and his reasoning was so idiotic. He told me it was because he would get in trouble. He didn’t answer my questions on how he would get in trouble. I didnt tell anyone until this year. I told my sister on my dads side. She said it happened to her also, but both of them did it. Then It all came together why his story didnt match up. So, to sum it all up, my younger brothers put their dicks in my mouth while I was sleeping. My biological ones. The fact that they are younger than me and i still let that happen shows how weak i am. I need to grow some balls. I still cry in the bathroom every time i see them. Why am i so weak? This is another memory I want to wipe out.
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Mango @mangoice

Your family is full of pyschos, literally. I know you are 11 and still very young, but I am letting you know starting now that is something you will need therapy for. Find an adult who will listen and believe you. Your father could end up going to jail, your siblings need therapy too, because they are sick in the head. Im so angry just reading this. Never go to their house again, and also is your sister okay? yall need to call the cops, do something

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Mango @mangoice

and yes you do need to grow balls dear, you need to learn how to punch people in the face and stand up for yourself. When something happens to you, you make that other person know that whatever this did wont slide with you. Speak up when something happens

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