This may sound so cheesy but this is all I wanna hear from my crush which would never happen even in my dreams🙄😅🤣
I will not let anyone to hurt you. I'm not going to let you down. I'll look after you. Whatever the circumstance may be, I will be by your side. I'll accompany you on your journey. For you, I can fight the entire universe. All I need is for you to smile. I swear I'll make you happy for the rest of your life.I promise that no matter how many flaws you have, I adore you. I swear I'll be there for you until my last breath. 



3am Thoughts

Relationships

Roses are red, pizza sauce is too 
I ordered a large and none of it is for you..

Healthy Food

Boy: How many lips does a flower have?
Dad: How many?
Boy: Tu-lips!🤭🤭🌸🌸😊

Happy

Me: I have a Question, I’ll ask it only once and never bring it up again… could I ever have a chance? Like, if I got my life together, started making more money, etc. would I have a chance? Or is it how I look (no hate, I would completely understand)? 

Crush: to me, it’s not about the money, it’s not about anything specifically. to me Dan, i just think of you as a close friend, a brother, someone who i can open up to. i’d do the absolute same for you. it’s nothing about your looks it’s just the way i see you as.
i hope you don’t take that too harshly.
from the beginning it’s just sort of how i’ve always thought of you, i just don’t want anything to be ruined.

Me: To be honest, I do like you K, but I know you don’t date in the friend group, I’m ok with that. Im fine being friends with you, and I won’t try anything. I’m ok with being the brother, I’ll just be the protective older brother 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

Crush: it’s a deal then u can be the protective older brother. 😊 i’m really glad you understand as well why i don’t date in the friend group. 

Like how am I not supposed to be in love with her. It’s something I know that I can’t have it, but I want it so bad. It hurts. It hurts so much I’ve cried myself to sleep since that, it was the most vulnerable I was in a very long time, and it was crushed by my crush. I hate love, but yet, I can’t help my feelings. Why can’t I have her? How do I get rid of these good and bad feelings? Someone please tell me.

Crush

I don’t want to be somebody’s flower

They often compare flowers to people. Beautiful, bright, stunning and a great part of society but of course in their separate ecosystem. But somehow I pity flowers. Yes, they are nourished and cared for. They’ve gone through different seasons. They bare the drought while waiting for rain. They embrace themselves on cold season and were penetrated by the bees and butterflies during the hot summer. They are strong just like each one of us. But despite of everything they’ve gone through, they still manage to be beautiful. Now you might ask me, how can I pity flowers. I pity them because after everything, they will just be picked - either to be displayed, given to someone who doesn’t know how to take care of it or just be were they are until their soils dried up and so they will to. I don’t want to be somebody’s flower. If I were to choose, I'd rather be the soil - where the flowers grow and watch them bloom.


Im confused😕😔

Confusion

Just wanted to share this one which I wrote out of boredom and emptiness.

Knowing that you are not gonna love me back
Knowing that I can't talk you 
Knowing that I can't take you outta my mind
My heart still loves you,wants you
It adores you the most 

No matter if you ignored me
No matter if you hurt me
No matter if you left me
My heart still loves you,wants you
It adores you the most 

Your absence makes me tremble
Your cry makes me weak
Your sadness makes me feel dead
Because my heart still loves you,wants you
It adores you the most

Was it love?
If some things are coming to your words
I can hear this sound of them too
Hmm, leave come sit, let's start again
Grievances, forget all things and start again
it's up to you
be it day or night
I know I am not the only one
with sleepless nights, Some untold things
I don't want to let you go 
This wish of mine ends with you
I have written in our words, those nights...
i was thinking 
what a funny night it is
this is the effect of the evening
or you are here 
The heart is gathering courage to say many things

It sounds like you have heard, but this is the condition of my heart.

every moment I promise
what i will spend with you
together and ever we go 
i will bring all the happiness
all my wishes is for you
all my wish is to be with you 

There is a secret in your every thing 
stubbornly it's mine
i love you
Always 💝

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