This is the first Christmas away from my family. My mom was toxic and I just needed to get away. It’s still hard because all I’ve ever wanted is a good relationship with my mother. When I was little I wrote a letter to Santa and asked him to make my mom love me again. Although I’m away from her physically, mentally I’m still in that dark place. My heart hurts. That’s it…that’s all…
I’m Athiest. In my opinion, God was made up by humans. I do believe in a higher power, just not “God”
Also, I have completely cut ties with my mom. I do not plan to speak to her ever again for the sake of my own mental health.
Exactly same Dear, in last 10 years… Every single time I tried to speak conversation ended lots of hurt, hatred and tears in my eyes… I wish me bhi aisa kar saku ki physically, emotionally completely bhula saku what they did to me.
