Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

This is something i wrote a few dsys back, i miss her.

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Sadness feels like home
While the happines feels unreal
Where was i when it happened
Where was i when i lost
Where was i when i accepted the sadness
I dont know any of it
Its all blurry but the smile of that one person is vividly clear
Was it her that made me know what loss is
Or was it the emptiness that remained
Is love bittter? Or sweet?, idk
But all i know is that love was something i tasted but did not savour it
Not knowing how used to it i became
When i lost it all, the now remaining sadness came