This is my last message to you. You were the most amazing person for me. I never loved someone like this. I never felt like this. Yes, I accept that I went mad in love with you. I was too much in love with you. I lost myself by loving you and I expected you to hold me. But insecurities and overthinking ruined me. It was my fault. I accept this and i got my lesson. Ya I miss you I really miss you... 

Lokesh

frogiaa

Lucky Star

kocktail

Ya bro i am trying to forgot everything but the things fucking me always

Don't worry bro it's a part of life leave the past experince learn nd move on our life i hope u never repeat this mistake in ur life 

That’s okay. It takes time. You will be okay

Love

Please understand my intention was not to hurt you or cause you any type of discomfort.What i did was purely unintentional. Still if i hurt you in anyway,i am really sorry 🥺 from my heart .I mean when i say "I am sorry from my heart.
I am really not able to understand vey wt i am doing 😔 Just my face is in smile but is heart is full of pain for the thing i did. I don't know wt happened to me ,but when ur with me i am happy pls puppy talk with me ra. Sorry for the words i uttered in anger i told so many words in anger i can understand that and i hurted u a lot deep inside. Pls papa talk with me vey i am going mad. Can't u understand me potti and my heart 🥺Pls ra talk with me ...... 

3am Thoughts

hi, it has been too long, hasn’t it?
It’s funny how I don’t remember you…
but when people come over to my house, they talk about you like you were their
best friend' something I hear often is," she was so happy", or " she was a ball of energy",
“she was so cute, in some ways selfless, always gave her stuffed animals away to the kids that didn’t have them. she was so sweet.”

I see photos of you around my house… almost everywhere I turn there you are.
it is like there are pulsating bruises wherever there is a picture of you in my house.
who were you?
and why were you so loved for who you were!
my stomach turns when I think of you.
from jealousy, pity, anger, fear…

how can there be people that remember you better than I do.
for fucks sake I was you!

-dear younger me.

I Have To Let You Go ;(

Hours turned into days, days turned into lonely nights, and eventually into months of internal hurt..

I wondered..when you'd reach out to me..but that

day never ceased to come..

I love you and I always will.. But I needed to realize that I wasn't as important to you as you were to me..

This is the hardest decision i've ever had to

make, to let my soulmate go.. the one I thought I

would never have to say goodbye to.. But It was

the right thing to do for me..

I had so many nights of tears and pain thinking about us..

I wondered if you cared, and you did.. just not

enough for me anymore.. I had to let go coz, I'm learning to put my feelings first, and because I've had enough of this pain :(

I'm not cold hearted by any means, though I'd wish to be. It's just that I decided who to share my fire with, and not everyone is worth burning for 😏

Here we go again…

Self Harm

To the people I love.
I am sorry I am sorry for being an abomination, for being a burden, a headache and an asshole my whole life. I know you all love me as whatever I am but deep down i know that I am have been the most unluck you guys have. I am sorry I am not able to study and my future is dark. I am sorry i make you all suffer because of me. Ever since I was born you guys never got peace. I have been the root cause of every problem. I don't want to be a burden and a problem to you i love you so much why would I even want to trouble you i try everything i can to do every thing right but a little teeny tiny mistake just ruins it. It ruins impression on you, it ruins the image you have of me, it ruins everything. I don't want to be a bad luck for you. I don't want to be a burden even if my future is dark. I don't want to be in your life because I ruined it. Sorry for being so clingy, sorry for suffocating you your whole life. You know i can't even kill myself because I don't have the guts because I know you will suffer more if I leave you. I wish I could tell you all of this but i won't. I am sorry for creating problems in your life and thank you for loving me after that as well. I am sorry for everything and for my every sin. 

I am fine. I wrote this 5 years ago. I shared this because if anyone feels the same way then i want to hold on to that love and affection that they got and i want you to know that it will pass. Everything you are feeling is wrong with you will turn into a past that you might laugh on. I was so suicidal at that time just because I thought I was a just a failure and a burden. Got a lot of therapy and anxiety management sessions, but at the end i got better. The people I love made me realise that I ever overthinked about was wrong and now i am doing fine, i can't say it's normal like we don't even know what actual normal is but it's stable. I know it's really hard to get through this but you will, just ask for help or try to get it yourself. At first my family was like there is nothing wrong with you, then i started going to a psychologist for a few sessions and got better. Then after 2 months i told them that I have been going for sessions, at first they were a bit angry but when I just had the courage to tell of what I type of overthinking i had they were just shocked and eventually helped me with everything. Please if you ever feel suicidal or have even one thought of anything like this please please get some help or even share the problem with anyone you feel close or safe. I wish whoever reading this a good mental health. 

Anxiety

Girls! Do you also feel love at first sight?😶

Boyfriend

Will I stop loving someone else if I don't contact them for some longer duration ?
Anybody did that ? How many months did it take?

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