This is my first time, expressing my feelings with people. But I’m too overwhelmed to not do it. It’s like it happened again. I trusted a person and it broke my heart. And I’m feeling betrayed again. The best part is it was one of close friends and so here I’m as I have noone to talk about this. It has happened many times in my life but this time I think I’m too weak to handle it. I’ve my exams which will determine my future in a week and I can’t get this off my mind. What should I do? Feel the guilt of trusting someone again? I can’t even focus on my studies now. It’s like you do soo much for a person and then that person finds one small thing that you did wrong. I have never had good/real friends in my life. It’s like everybody promises to not leave you and break your heart and then that’s the first person to do it.
Why did it happen when the exam is so close? Omo. You can do it. I know it will not help but we will cheer you on. If possible, focus on your exam first then after that, you can cry your heart out.
Yaa, that’s the thing na… the question I’m asking myself … Why did it happen such close to my exams? I think maybe god needed me to understand that they were not the right people to be with in this way. Thank you for the motivation. I’m feeling positive now that I can do it.
