This burning feeling I feel whenever I read a romance manga that only has 5-6 chapters is so fking good, bro.

Short mangas are so good for some unknown reason, I swear.

3am Thoughts

If India's sports system wasn't so fucked I would be a soccer player :/

Other

Mere saare dost gye kya yaar yaha se 😕😕

Dreams

I was really down in the ditches a year or something back and the only thing that gave me happiness was coming home to my cat and her little babies that I was fostering. Just knowing that they loved me conditionally was all I needed to survive. 

Happy

i was a neglected child and when my uncle listened to me and my problems and my rant about my parents, i was happy . but he started flirting and making me uncomfortable, suggesting i should be a prostitute that i should show him my 🐱 . i was scared to tell my dad right away bc we got in a fight earlier and my uncle knew to much ... well few months pasts and i decided to tell my father about my uncles behavior.. he made jokes “ calling my uncle a friend “ but after all he confronted my uncle.. and so he could save himself.. he told my dad everything, how i’m trans how i’m bisexual and that i want to move and that i don’t care ... he also told he’s wife which she was upset that he talked that way to me BUT. she said that i looked at her .. like a man ... like a steak 🤦🏻‍♂️( we went shopping and i was awkward i wanted to be nice and supportive) and complimented her .. is nothing wrong with that .. then she gone on how i played with my 8 year old cousin in a weird way .. just bc i was tickling her or scaring her ... i’m not close to kids , i just wanted to seem friendly and be nice and joyful... was i supposed to ignore her completely? they said so many horrible things just to save my uncle... i’m really done with this family... they know i want to move and i don’t care how hard it will be , i’m taking my dog and belongings with me and i’m going, i feel so sick and disgusted..

Failure

Ok so this might controversial but... hating men isn't feminism. Shaming men for being short or not being strong isn't feminism. Trying to one up each other isn't feminism. We're trying to be equal guys, not shame each other. Also, men should be respected too. Touching men without their consent is just as bad. Men have feelings too and we should respect them. This goes both ways.

Feminism

Bekarar karke hamein yun na jaiye
Aapko hamaari kasam laut aaiye

Music

Koi h ???????

Exhausted

I feel like shit. I feel like I did nothing productive at all today. I wanted to sleep in because I got home at 2:00 AM last night but I never allow myself to sleep past 9:45 AM at the ABSOLUTE LATEST because otherwise I feel I’m wasting the precious minutes of the day (which I may go more in depth about in another post.)
But despite me waking up so early, I didn’t even get dressed until like 2:00-3:00 PM, didn’t even brush my teeth until like 5:00, and didn’t accomplish anything I was planning to do.
I spent 3-4 consecutive hours on YouTube sitting in the middle of my bedroom, when I was supposed to be cleaning my dad’s car, doing laundry, showering, recording a new song and making a lyric video for it and posting it on my YouTube channel, doing literally anything else, but I just sat there. I knew I had other stuff to do, I was bored, but for some reason the idea of actually getting up and doing shit seemed equally monotonous and boring.
So I accomplished absolutely nothing today except for making a DIY ukulele capo out of a pen and a couple hair ties which took like two minutes, and half of that time was spent finding a good enough pen to use.
So yeah. Just had to vent I guess.

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