This app seriously needs to introduce unsend feature for dm's.... sometimes we really regret sending something, or is send by mistake and there's no way to delete that stuff😑😐🙂

I agree i agree
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Just need a real friend who just supports you in every way and never breaks your trust.... 

Friends

Am I  a writer 
I may die, I may perish
But my words
Would breathe forever,
I'm a Writer 
           Writer Annunciator.
   ©Mubashir Rehman Pedhar

Books

I wanted to commit suicide. But then i remembered something. My best friend once told me that she has no one else but me. So I didn't do anything. This one thing was holding me and its gone now. She had this other friend, they were pretty close. But they had some issues and they grew apart. Recently they resolved all the issues they had. Im genuinely happy for her. I've even prayed for this to happen. But I don't think she needs me anymore. And yes it hurts. She won't be alone anymore even if I'm not there. So I think im free now. 

Suicidal Ideation

I wasn't fine....wanted a peaceful hug, that day evening I met him and gave a hug it felt calm until he started moving his hands around my waist and squeezing me. It annoyed me, I said to stop. He tried kissing me even after saying a 'no' several times. It was suffocating. I pushed him but he seemed so powerful suddenly. He said I wanted it. He had put his hand inside my top and started moving it around, hurting me, touching my skin, I felt as if there were may hands, got rid of one and another came in. I went blank, I almost fell down while trying  to get rid of him...he pulled me up and held me against the wall. He started moving his hand downwards, I said please don't a lot of times.. I was very scared and i was feeling horrible. I regretted the fact that I loved him. He like an animal was touching my skin ..moving my legs apart and forcing his fingers inside me... I was literally crying...how could you do that? Were you blind? Could you not hear me? I said you to stop...you killed me mentally and physically that day! And yet you want me back?? Why? To fulfill you dirty desires?? 
No! I wish I had more strength to throw you away, I wish I could hit you hard! I wish I could same myself that day! I wish i hadnever met you! I wish you get punished for it!
Finally wrote it all down, I  don't know if this will help...

Anxiety

My dog died last august. She was my first pet and the first time I felt real love. She was a rescue and I only had her a little over 4 years. Most of the time it feels like she died this morning all over again. I haven’t been able to work or take care of myself since she passed. I throw up from panic attacks when I think about how long it’ll be till I see her again, if I see her again. I’m so tired of my chest aching and crying so hard I lose my breath. Nothing I do seems to help besides drugs and I don’t want to feel like that anymore. Please don’t feel like you have to say anything, I just needed to get that off my chest. I have no one to talk to about it

Depression

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3am Thoughts

It was one of the working days in Diwali in 2019.I entered the office as usual and fell nervous to see all the team mates including the manager wearing eastern outfits.
"Why nobody told me? Even the guy who was absent yesterday came in Eastern attire",I talked to myself.
My mood was off and I was not looking anywhere or at anyone but my laptop.
I heard manager taking my name , "Vinayak" I turned back thinking he wants to talk about some task."Build baad me nikal,pehle idhar help kar",he humilated me for my off mood instead of asking what went wrong and simply asked me to help out in Diwali lighting.

They were taking group photo,one of the team mates asked me to capture the picture I said my hands shiver and my manager cracked the joke "Comedy he" without knowing about my anxiety issue.

The team had planned to go for office outing and fun activity.Those who were not going for outing were supposed to attend office.I decided to attend office due to my anxiety issues.
The evening before going to outing the manager asked "Finally kon kon nahi aa raha he?" and one fellow pointed finger towards me.
"Dharti ka he hi nahi wo,dusre hi planet ka he.Usko chod ke aur kon nahi aa raha he bata.Jo kal office nahi aa raha he usko us din ka code mail karna padega,kaam productive hona chahiye na", the manager again showed his harsh side with sarcasm.

I was (and I am still) among those who take ownership of work,who cares to see what may go wrong in future and make optimisation in code.
If I am (or anyone else for that instance) not interested to participate in things other than work those choices are expected to respected and not humilated.

But wait,he is my manager! Elder than me,much experienced than me and we all Indians are brought up with the culture of not back answering even if elders say whatevar they want.
Morever,he may terminate my employment for his own bad behaviour.

I ended up leaving that job without handover and without notice.I left rest of the team helpless during heated situation of release and hence my manager closed my contract instantly!

It was over! I asked myself,"What was I scared of? Why dint I respond with a NO when he told me to participate in diwali lighting? Why dint I back answer him in front of everyone when he was humilating me in front of everyone?"

Most of managers are rude..agreed...they have their own headweight...agreed..we can not back answer them when this rudeness comes with blend of office task but we should definately confront if it hits on our personal choices.
We may listen to the shouts for mistakes in work but not on choices made for out of office activities.

We all come together to get the projects done.We follow the hierarchy which is fine but if it hits your nerve you should speak out without the need to explain why at first place you made that choice.

Can’t really think of how to describe what I’m feeling. My mind is just continuously running & I’m unable to sleep. I don’t want to think & just want to relax and have a good nights sleep

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