This app is getting slow day by day 
Lagging and bugs issues 🐛 
Unable to get notifications and latency in sending and receiving mages. 

Now&Me Thinks

Anyone listens to Aditya Rikhari? If no don't let him be known outside this platform, precious, because reelers might destroy it

3am Thoughts

Can't focus on anything... Just being alone seems perfect.. I can't able to tolerate anger issue of mine and others too... I sometimes think everyone is giving their attention just for their benefit.. 😕

Lonely

I really want to end my life. Nothing really matters. 

Addiction

How to get used to people giving up on you?

LGBTQ

I dated someone years ago, they were my first "love". Lately I have learned that I had a trauma bond with this person, not love. We were friends and dated twice during high school and the start of college. Of course my parents hated him and fought with everything for us not to be together. Finally I ended it do to lying and mistrust. YEARS have pasted, over 3, and I still often think of him. Not always in a loving or romantic way, sometimes yes, but mainly just as a person. This is a person who hurt me significantly and someone I don't wish to have in my heart and mind. How can I get them out fully? Why hasn't time helped?

Breakup

Tenu itna main pyaar karaan
Ek pal vich sau baar karaan
Tu jaave je mainu chhad ke
Maut da intezaar karaan..

Music

hey,
so i realized that my 4 year relationship is gonna go down the drain...
because he is going to join navy and m hell insecure of him cheating on me .he never discussed this or thought about joining navy. Its just he got opportunity and he did because he want government job.
i am a person who want nothing more than love,care,attentiion.but these all things will be missing from now on . he was always the first person i used to share my happiness and sadness and deepest thoughts. Now he will not be there for me .in starting u know it feels empty when u r dependent on someone.
I am hell insecure about he cheating on me when he will be on ship with some corrdinate or new girl from new city.
what if he is feeling down and some girl become close to him.
i wanted a normal life with him.we were already in long distance because of corona.these thing will make it worsen.

the issue is i will not be able to reach to him in time of need .he wont be able to calm my emotions or be there to calm me down.
as all of this is started.day by day my fears are increasing like what if he dont call me ?what if he cheat behind my back and what if he had affair with coordinate?

what if he never tells mme about all this?what if he change ?

u know in navy they dnt allow to use phone .i know we ll get distant and i m kinda person who just call him 4-5 times daily or msg him. what if this distance bring the 3rd person in between.
I am so scared about what if he stop contacting me suddenly.
i believe the relationship was as perfect as i could ask for but now i feel it is going down the drain .
i feel someone will seduce him or he will get drunk and cheat or someone would become emotionally close and have affair.
i being here wanted to try my best to stay loyal to him but what if i am loyal here and there he cheated on me i would be broken .


Anxiety

I feel stressed for some reason, and idk what’s it but i feel uneasy. What should i do?

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