This app has a lot of glitches...I was not active on this app for 2 days and now all my activities have been disappeared on this app🤦‍♀️

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I'm so much overwhelmed rn. Just finished watching spiderman nwh and the ending got me in tears. I literally wanted to scream that please sm let strange do what he's talking 'bout. Aah! I know it's just a movie but spiderman is something which I truly love sm.

Movies

I dont know but i always try to carve out negativity from anything. If a positive event happens i take the negatives out of it. What to do?

Stress

I had a fight with my coworkers yesterday. It make me feel so bad about it. I don't know if what's going to happen in the future. But it did effect my sleep a bit. I feel so bad for these two days. I guess not getting along with your coworker is not that good, to be honest. Hmmm.......

Work

I just feel so alone and I am always crying and I am always feeling as if I am always been ignored and I literally don't know how to overcome my overthinking and this emotional instability.

Frustration

I feel like academic validation can only save me now. I feel so bad.😔 You know while growing up I wasn’t good at anything, literally anything, you name it and I couldn’t do it. I wasn’t smart. The one thing I was only good at till 2016 was studies and then what happened, studies also left me. Imagine a kid who’s in top 3 of the class would fail. I started failing from from 10th standard. My mental health was shit in class 9 and class 10. I couldn’t do simple things like riding a scooty. I was so bad at it. I was so bad at dancing. Actually I was bad at every physical activity be it sports such as basketball. People would make fun of me in school. Boys called me a sl*t in class 9 with no fault of mine, just because I was a lil more fashionable (maybe) as compared to other girls. I stopped talking to boys. I would rather fear them, avoid them as much as I can. My mental health was shit. Imagine a 14 year old going through all this. Now I’ll be 21 in few days. And I miss that little girl who was good at studies. Studying was the easiest thing for her till 2016. She always excelled. Now, let’s switch to 2023. Now, actually I went for college in different city. And I finished my undergrad and came back home. It has been 7 months since I have come back home. I have an elder sister who’s an year and a half older than me and she is pretty and every relative would just always praise her looks. Every time we get ready together, I already know that she’ll be looking prettier than me. Actually guys here won’t understand. When you and your friend or sibling who’s same as your age would get ready together and come out of the room together and everybody is just complementing your sibling, making you feel invisible. It doesn’t feel good, not at all it does. You always feel sidelined by your own relatives. There’s always competition and for God’s sake I am done competing Actually the thing is that since I am staying that’s why it’s happening and with me. Once I’ll go to college for postgrad, it won’t matter much to me. But I need to study for getting a good college and because of this weird feeling and anxiety inside me, I spend my whole day on phone. I want to study, get in a good college, be independent, earn my own enough money that I don’t need validation from anybody. I want to be so happy living my life that I stop caring about people. There’s so much more I feel like writing but whatever it is, it’s fine🙂

Anxiety

Should you completely cut off from your ex.... does it actually helps

Breakup

Breaking up is a bit like pulling off a band-aid – quick, painful, but sometimes necessary for the healing process.

Remember you're not defined by someone else's inability to see your worth. Your value is immeasurable, and the right person will recognize the masterpiece that is you.


Does being an introvert is a bad thing ? 
Means does it potrays me as a bad person ?

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