Things was so messed up lately, I hope it will get better soon. 

Aditya Sahu 

Time heals & changes everything! Everything will be back to good again. Even if not, I wish you the strength to face it with courage! 

Exhausted

When will it get better

3am Thoughts

Reached home after 60days , overwhelmed 

I was diagnosed clinically for depression one year back. then during lockdown , things went stagnant for a bit and I was ok staying at home. I stopped taking anti-depressant and therapy. But now again even though I am at home, I feel depressed all the time. I think it is recurring. I don't feel the energy to do anything, I feel like I have never been happy in my life before or now. This feels like a sisyphus's curse. I don't have evergy to battle this or ask for help again from my parents. I haven't succeeded a single day in my life. I dont want all this to happen again, I lost all my friends back then. Feels like it is happening again. I have job placements coming up and I want to get one success in my life but I am not able to. I dont want this to happen again. Help me!

Depression

**Stuck**

Stuck in my own imaginary world. I know this world is not a wonderland, but i still want to wander meet people atleast try to make a small change in this world. Because every thing counts.

Happy

Other

im feeling extremely low, i feel lonely and i have nobody to talk about this. i push away people when im kinda depressed. that's also because of the fact that ive done mistakes(hurting people's feelings, cheating on someone, making someone cry) and im embarassed to speak about those. im going to a uni now and im scared that people there will judge me too because of those mistakes. now ive realised, regretted and promised myself that im never going to repeat those mistakes. what do i do? i feel ashamed, i want to end my life sometimes, but then im not very brave to do so. im jealous of people who have friends, who go out to party, who discuss shit, laugh and cry. whereas im here sitting in my room, feeling depressed. what do i do? could be really helpful if people would suggest something. you guys are all i have rn<3. 

So I don’t know how this place works but maybe I can just use it to speak my thoughts into the world and feel better to get it out of my system. 

I have had a really rough time the last 3 years. It’s been three years since I moved back home, 3 years since I left the worst most abusive toxic relationship I had ever been in. 3 years of trying to find myself of trying to convince myself at my age there’s still hope and I won’t be alone forever. That’s a really really REALLY hard thing to do? Have you ever found yourself almost 40 alone? Alone with no friends with no significant other and living back at home? Welcome to my world. 

**ever depressed n angry**
I dnt knw how I ended up here but I feel like d most misunderstood person on d face of earth n I really want to be heard but there is no one by my side.
Its been 4+ years of marriage n 1.5 yrs of being a mom.. but I have never felt so alone..that I wil end up having a monologue on a site I juz came to know bout.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts