Things have become very hard and I’ve already decided to commit suicide on a particular date. I am not able to control my mind, I’ve been sad for 4 years and for this 4 years I’ve tried to keep myself alive but I think it is coming to an end. All this trauma is getting to my head and it’s driving me crazy. I don’t know what to do.
Sorry to hear this, I have had so many suicidal thoughts too but I’ve thought to myself that it will be a selfish move cause I’m not just affecting myself alone but loved ones and I just try to be hopeful everyday I wake up even if I’m not happy. I might not have the best advice for you but please taking your life is not the best option. We can always talk if you want and we try to find a way out of this mystery cause you are not alone my friend.