Things are happening! But I'm not to able accept it or I can't sense the vibe of it. Why is it so? 

That's is completely okay! Sometimes it happens because it's just too much to deal with. I suggest sit down relax have a glass of water, give yourself time to process it.
Take care!

Personal Growth

There's nothing quite like the experience of lying under a clear night sky, with the gentle sound of music playing in the background, and the soft glow of the stars above. The cool night air envelops me, and I feel at peace with myself and the world. In this moment,  I am completely present, my worries and concerns slipping away as I bask in the beauty of the universe around me. It's a moment of pure bliss, and I am grateful for the opportunity to experience it.


Self Love

Our age gap is 4 years and idk if im too young for him but i know we can work things out its just that its so hard since we both can't see each other in person, and video calls aren't enough 😩😩😭 i overthink a lot this time 

The person who cannot reveal themselves can never be true.😌

3am Thoughts

my ex looking real fine right about now... help me

Boyfriend

No matter what I do or what I think, the thought of my sister being better than me never leaves my mind. I recently lost my mom. So I basically have no one. 

And Not only my sister but literally all of my friends and all the people around me are doing great. Seeing how good they’re doing in their lives and always continue to no matter what. And I know thinking this way isn’t good at all but it’s something I’ve been doing since my childhood and it’s very hard to let go of it. And now I’m at a point in my life where I have to decide which career path I’m going to take. Things really can’t be more tougher than this. But then there comes more, I’m average looking with short height , and then there’s my sister very pretty whose tall and nice.

Whenever our neighbours come to our house they always talk to her and i kind of feel insulted everytime they come over. Even when I try to talk, it doesn't help. They talk over me. It keeps getting worse and worse.

Lonely

KNOW
that you are worthy

FEEL
that you are strong

BE PASSIONATE 
about your pleasures

BE ACCEPTING 
when you are wrong

LISTEN 
with sincerity

SPEAK
with a heart that is true

THINK
with a mind that is flowing

BELIEVE
in all that you do

Affirmations

So, I admitted to my two best friends that I'm pan. They and I were talking about how we would react if our kids came out to us and how we would love for our kids to date eachother. Then my guy friend, Eli, asked my boyfriend how he would react if his children came out to him. Eli said that my boyfriend went on about the bible. Don't get me wrong, I do believe in God, but I don't believe that choosing who u like is a decision. When my boyfriend asked me what my thoughts were, I told him I would support my child because I don't want to be that person in my child's life who makes him/her feel like they shouldn't be that way. He told me he agreed but he said that he just hopes that the child knows what they're getting into. And me knowing his friends, I know what he's trying to say but doesn't say it upfront because he doesn't want to seem like he disagrees.

Relationships

I have been working in a great organization but under a bad boss. My mind tells me to quit even when I like the work because my mental health is depleting every single day. 

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