Thhe tukdo mein jee rahe
Tum jo mile toh jud gaye
Pankh laga ke udd chala mann mera o..
Tujhme main hoon, mujhme tu
Aur hai saansein roobaroo
Kuch bhi nahi ab dono ke darmiyaan
🥺💙

Abhimanyou 🦋

Love

Hey....

Now&Me Meets

I found out a year ago that i am bisexual and i dont know how to come out to my parents about it. I am tired of hiding this from everyone and i just want to be free. I just want to come out but im scared of what people may think about me or how i would be treated. Any advise? 

Coming Out

To be honest, i feel like it will be cringe if i express my feelings.
But here we go, FEELING TIRED OF THE EXISTENCE OF CHEESEBURGER.

Sexual Health

i stare at the fucking toilet bowl after every meal. i can’t tell who i hate more. me or the food. i tell myself, it’s easy just don’t do it. eat less. i can’t stop. i want to but i can’t. it’s been 5 months. i tell people and can’t get help. i’m not even skinny but what does it matter. who cares if i’m not skinny. i’m not pretty. why does food call my name. 

Bulimia Nervosa

Looking at the stars in the sky at daytime
Looking at the sun in the night sky
Feels different for us to hear what is written in the mind
But both are true if you look once again 

3am Thoughts

No doubt bunny banna bohot exepriencing hai, interesting hai.. Bhaagna, dodna, gir jana, fir uthke bhaagna kaafi acha hai 💯
Magar jo naina hai na.. Jo apne me khush hai, us moment ko jeena chahti hai, that is wholesome ❤

Life

my parents keep on saying that u have no friends cuz u take everything in a negative way and argue about it and u ll never have friends if ur in this way...I'm trying my best to change myself but no one encourages me and they even say that u dont know how to talk cuz u have no friends no socializing ....none know how much I went through at my school how much ever I'm good with people will never help me in any way just uses me throw me aside this happens every time just wanna die I don't really wanna say this to anyone...I feel that I dont want a friend who is just there to use me but encourages me but never gonna happen but my parents dont understand that just don't wanna live a life like this..I really wanna die

Suicidal Ideation

hey, just wanted to share w my tragedy. because could be love be ever painless?it beggins back in 2017 when i was bullied pretty badly, i met this girl, her eyes were so deep and beautiful that my whole world was reflected in them. Her eyes…. as deep as ocean. her smile, i always knew i want to see that smile everyday, until my time on this planet doesnt end. she was always the reason i would smile even in the worst. she was always the reason i never cut deep, why i stayed here until now. if only my love for her could stay painless, but now im lost in a blue. i never got the chance to tell her that theres no one that could lover her like i do. but as a time went by, she got to know this guy, i wont say his name cuz he was just a bastard that couldnt appreciate such a perfect person. after 2 months they started dating. after few weeks of this realitionship her eyes stopped shine and she become to be distand from me, from her family, from everyone. i knew there was something wrong but i coulnt do anything. even when i tried that bastard that called himself her boyfriend always stopped me before i could do anything, so i was just praying and crying that she will be allright. this went for few weeks, than months .it was february, it was cold outside, snow everywhere, a seriously beautiful month, but it got worse after finding the only star and only person i wanted to spend the rest of my life with, passed away, she bleeded out after suffering for hours of pain, crying, and alone she finally could leave this cruel world where is everyone suffering. i couldnt believe such a thing. she comitted suicide after being abused, raped, tortured for months. but why couldnt i help her, why didnt i help u, u were my star, the perfect person, the only one i saw, no one loved u ever like i do. only if u loved me too. 
i will do everything to get revenge for u. i do not care anymore.

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