They say asking for help is not weakness.

When no one helps after asking, it hurts.

Prefer weakness over hurt.

Trying to build a good team for my venture.

It’s into content creation as a service

What are we !?
&
what remains after us ?!

Dreams

No risk 

3am Thoughts

Just binged all day :( feeling terrible

Binge Eating

We feel happy when someone
remembers us. We feel special when someone gives us attention. But the question is are they just comfortable or there's more than that?

There could be a reason why people like to talk to you. You could be someone who is willing to lend your ear to the problems of others. Someone who gives help when they're in trouble. Someone who spends so much time just to check if they are okay. Someone you share with the same interest that makes you
smile. Once you felt that, you developing some feelings toward that person. You thought that it is already "love". Yes, it could be but not the way you think. People open up to you because you are trustworthy. They are comfortable talking anything about themselves because they know you will not judge them. There's nothing special with that because in the first place you're friends. 

We tend to make assumptions without asking. It's better to know your place than to expect. Expectation leads to
disappointment. Don't assume unless
otherwise stated. Know your worth. If you are not with the same path, clear it with them.

Friends

**Yesterday** I found out from parents and myself that my grandmas part of the family favorited my sister because she’s white. While I got treated like a fucking servant because I’m black. That’s why she has more pictures than I do. That’s why everyone makes her the victim, that’s why in all my 13 years of living nobody cared about my birthday. It was always my sister. Only my Mom and dads side they cared out me. And I felt like I was left out all the time. It’s just not fair. What the hell is so important about my skin??? It’s just a color. Nothing more than genetics. You can decide your skin color. So like I feel like killing myself because I’m simply a fool.

Discrimination

I want all those people to sit at my desk, open 1 chapter of my book, and try to keep their head down and study and then we'll see who's at who's position to Crack the fucking exam. Instead of judging and passing useless comments show some empathy and compassion for my current situation. 

Exam

i always feel like when i cry or feel depressed i am being over dramatic because people have it way worse than i do.so i don’t tell anybody my problems bc i think im being dramatic 

Frustration

hye !
are u feeling well today?
hope you are. 
i feel good today as it was raining smoothly today
i feel cold and relaxed 
im so excited to go for a holiday as i will play with water
hope i will enjoy that coming day 
aamiin :)
byebye may u have a good day too !

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