These days world is so fu.cked that now when I have met an amazing guy who cares for me and he said so many times he likes me and he prioritizes me, I feel he is faking...I mean isn't it sad that we have lost trust in good people and good intentions. 

Caregiver

Just stay loyal to me and I'll prove that 'forever' is not just a word.
Yes, there will be conflict between us sometimes but if we are there for each other we can handle any problem of life. We don't need to be perfect, we just need to be honest and faithful. Our love is stronger than any obstacle or challenge.

3am Thoughts

Anyone up for talk????

Uff ye subh subh ghar ke kam 

So I just started watching this show "an astrological guide for broken hearts " on Netflix. And it got me thinking maybe things never worked out btw me and any guy I liked because of our signs, maybe we weren't supposed to be. 
I know it sounds dumb but it isn't harmful. 
I think now If I ever decide to date ,I would like to give it a try with someone who is compatible with my sun sign. 
Like I do wanna know does it really work. I got nothing to loose right.
Does anyone here into astrology and all ? Does anyone believe such things here?


Love

I don't feel happy anymore.. forgot since when!! 

Stress

#34..........I realised I was talking to him too much and thought he might pull away from me thinking I'm being clingy or whatever. So I decided to reduce the number of times I call/text him.... 
"One....okay two yeah yeah max two times I should check on him. This is normal."....I became busy or atleast I pretended to be one. This time I just didn't wanna do anything to push him away. I texted him..."What's up ?"...didn't bother to check for the reply. I got along with my day. During lunch break I checked my phone once and saw no reply. Checked again in the evening - no reply. Checked again while having dinner aaannd no reply. 
Next day I gave him a call and it was busy. I called him again after few hours it was busy. I dropped another text to know his whereabouts. Once again no reply. A little later I realised he had blocked me on call and was ignoring my texts on WhatsApp.....I swear I was so done with this guy now. And sudden rage made me text him...I wrote him everything that I wanted to say and how his behaviour was hurting me. I just literally poured all my heart out and asked him to never contact me again..........(to be continued)

It's Christmas and I'v been crying my  eyes out. I'm stuck at home with a grand mother who never showed me any love, my dad's brother & his family who love to see me in misery, my parents who think that there is something wrong with me & my brother who thinks I'm worthless. Merry Christmas to me.

Misunderstanding

how will I confess to him?
He was my childhood friend, and ever since we became friends I already have a crush on him.
I tried a to practice confessing when i was young, but I don't wanna have a relationship since I'm still young at that time. he is two years older than me and he's really a calm and smart guy
he's the only guy friend that treats me like a lady. But one day they moved out cause they have a new house but its just few miles and sometimes they would visit here...but as maturity is getting the best of him...we don't communicate anymore. We don't talk, laugh like old days, smile at each other, just a peek of each other....I tried being pretty when he visits here but whenever he's here, he stays inside their car...I tried several times walking pass the car trying to get his attention but he did not even look at me or greet me, I always greet his 
 parents and his brother. I stalk him sometimes just to talk to my self what I did wrong for him to ignore me. but in the end I just cried and ate my feelings. I'm now 14 and he's now 16 and I still have a crush on him. I don't wanna get into relationship or I'll disappoint my parents and I just want to confess to him. I wanna move on. I wanna think of as friend. 

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