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Lia @leelia

There’s so many things I regret, so much I wish I had done differently, so many things I wish I had said before it was too late but to be honest if I were given the opportunity to turn back time I fear I might just do the same again, even if I were to go back in time being aware of the future I would probably do the same cuz I’m too afraid to change anything, and just like that I live everyday doing the same, regretting everything I do, everything I say but I don’t mean and everything I just simply don’t say. I know exactly what I need to do to be happy, I know exactly what I want like I have never been so sure of anything in my life but I can’t get myself to say it. I’m really scared, I regret today and probably I’ll regret tomorrow too, because I keep doing the same I’m not living like I want to, I could but I’m not, I just live accumulating regrets. Everyday I wake up I feel the same way, not alive but I’m still breathing, just as if I had become a zombie. I only follow the steps that aren’t even mine.
Idk if I’m making any sense but I just don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t keep living like this. I need to do something I know exactly what but I’m so scared that I think I might never be able to and that’s what I fear the most. I keep on living stuck in constant loop of never-ending regrets. It’s a constant repeating cicle. I really don’t know what to do anymore I’ve never been so afraid in my life before.

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that makes perfect sense. be bold, be brave. Take a breath and take the leap. do something a little outside your comfort zone each day and work up to it. Have fun, look after yourself and stay safe


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