There’s a woman
We met few months ago and we started connecting with each other. I didn’t had any feelings for her and we went very slow
We understand each other like no one else
I mean I can’t describe how genuine the connection is. Everything was going perfect
We used to hangout for 5 to 6 hours
We are talking on video call until we fell asleep.
I can see it in her eyes and she also knows it.
She took me to an amazing and a calm place yesterday evening. There was a full moon in the sky, it was an amazing place and the weather was also cold. It was a romantic moment
I don’t know how but after sometime we hugged
And I can’t express how it felt. We kissed and it felt so real and it was very passionate from both the sides. And I knew what it was and how I felt
I expressed her my feelings, she was also happy
And she wasn’t able to believe that she can do this things again. His ex cheated her even after they decided to get married. But she told me that she can’t trust again on someone coz of her past experience and she said she doesn’t want to lose me but she wants sometime coz her ex is still in her mind. And from last evening things have started to change and now she’s acting different. She’s warning me on many things like don’t be like that you’ll get hurt
Don’t do that to yourself and i don’t want to be the reason of you sadness etc etc.
I want her and I know it’s love
But i think I’ve ruined everything by expressing my feelings to her. She thinks how can you be sure it’s too soon and i have not gotten over my ex yet.
I think I have fucked up everything but I didn’t want to lie. I’ve been honest to her since day one.
Is it my fault that I fell in love too soon ?
She’s a mature women and she’s very clear about things but I think I’ve lost my chance by expressing my feelings. I want everthing to he like it was before.
I’m fucked up. I always needed a women and I found one.
How can I be with her?
What should I do to make things good?
How can I get her?
I don’t want to loose her coz I know my feelings are real.
What should I do to not to make things worst?
aprajita @aprajita09
I suggest you should give her some space,let her get over with this cocktail of emotions,keep in contact with her but let her sort it out on her own.
