There is something which is bothering me alot. The things I thought will never leave my side. Itās not abt there words but there actions. Something that is making me awake whole night. My personal life is fucked up & donāt ask abt my professional life cz I also donāt know. I donāt know why I havenāt moved on from him yet but yea I still care for him, his little things makes me think all time abt him I wanna escape from my emotions but thatās also not helping. I wanna shout aloud, cry feel all the pain and let it go but clearly thatās also not happening. At this point I donāt know whatās hurts me more situation around me or the things that I canāt control or feel my own emotions. I wanted a really simple lifeā¦nothing is in my controlā¦I already lost so many ppl which were my priorityš¶
Usse baat kyun nhi kar rhi?
Cz we broke up n we blocked each other
Whose decision is to break up?
Mineā¦n he never cheated on me
Then reconsider your decision
And try to connect with him again
try to engage yourself onto something new! might be the time to go back to things that made u happy before
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