Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Post’s like these…
https://nowandme.com/i-love-myself-today-these-days-im-so-Se1hkuRtGimlhKQ

Empathy towards self. The fact that I know that I won’t be able to love myself or it’s difficult for me. But when I see post’s like these. They make me happy like okay finally this person is doing it. I just feel happy for that other person ❤️

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There has also been a moment where I was just talking to member on their post and it was just a happy conversation the person was very kind and I was just happy at the end with that conversation.

I has suicide thoughts… And I knew I needed a catharsis but was afraid to open up to anyone. I found this platform. First days here I read others’ posts, sometimes I reacted because I could understand them. Then I decided to let it out myself here… It took a lot of time for me to actually write my story and I thought a lot whether I should post it. Maybe some remember that post last year… I got a lot of responses that encouraged me to hold on to life. Thank you all))))

Yes, I still feel scared of her when she appears to me in the church, street, station. At that time, I simply walk away from her/ignore her but I never forget that moment and that thought of she appeared to me runs as a tape in my mind again and again. And when we see each other (I and her), then we gaze together in each other’s eye then I just distract myself from her consciously but my friends around me noticed that she used to gaze me for more than 5 minutes until I don’t go away from her. First, we saw each other, then I consciously distracted myself from her not looking to her but she used to look at me until I go away from that place.
But I am in the process of understanding that it’s not the love but like a Prism which is kept near sunlight so when the sunlight rays come in contact with prism, it will absorbed in the prism and reflect outside as VIBGYOR (Colour of rainbow).
So is it right to say that the prism is colourful? No, it appears to be colourful but in actual it is colourless and transparent.
So, similarly when I and a girl (whom I thought earlier that I used to love her) comes near face to face then her unaffected inner quality reflects on me making me feel like VIBGYOR Colour so does it make sense to say that I love her?

All of this is really helpful for me!!!

Time and again people have come up and told me how I donot fear putting my opinion despite of the backlash, disagreements of varying intensity and sometimes outright disrespect I face. From We love you di! to I know you are a strong enough to handle people who put you down I have heard it all. To all those who acknowledge what I say and stand by me, I am grateful. I wish to be there for you as well. You believed me when my own didnt and its unforgettable 🤗🙂❤️.

Being a person who is kind i have always got hurt in return. My expirence has not been good coz if you are people take you for granted and use you

I’d speak from the other perspective, there were only a handful of experience/people who were not empathetic and kind throughout my experience here (luckily there’s option to report). Apart from those, every single being I interacted with on this platform including the @now&me team, are the most kind people I have grown to know. Y’all genuinely deserve so much appreciation and affection. Sending tender love 💕

Almost everyone here is so kind. It’s like having friends to talk to. Just a simple “you matter” means so much on a bad day.