There are so many things to unpack. Currently I’m feeling pressured into believing the cult like behaviour of my mother who is suffering from mental illness and its getting harder to not give into her delusional thoughts. It feels I’m trapped with no way out.
There is always a way out. Just be patient!
Is your mother seeing a doctor/psychologist to make her condition better?
You must be helping your mother and it might be exhausting for you, but think about such an amazing thing that you are doing for your mother and she will for sure be thankful to you.