Therapy doesn't work anymore, I want to start taking antidepressants but I don't know if they work. And if they don't what else can I do?

Can I also recommend listening to Alan Watts? His an awesome Philosophies. Interesting fellow too 

Are planning on taking self prescribed anti-depressants? If so, please consult a doctor before doing so. And, I'm pretty sure Therapy has told you to try out new things to tackle your depression. So, try tackling it in your own way, with the knowledge you've gain from the Therapist, I'm sure you got this.

Depression

Throughout the years I have learned three major things... 
1. sometimes bad things happen to good people and sometimes you might think you know someone. you might think they're on your side but deep down inside they're not. pay attention. actions speak louder than words and words are just another way to cover up the truth with lies. 
2. almost everything we go through we can't control. that means, if it's yours, then somewhere down the line it'll return to you and if it's not, then you have to make peace with it and move on. it's as simple as that. 
3. letting go is never an easy thing to do. no matter how many times you've rehearsed it. no matter how many times you've played it in your head. it never goes as planned and almost always does it sting a little harder than you thought."
 -r. m. drake

Mental Wellbeing

Finally it hurts but I think I am free 

3am Thoughts

I'm feeling really shitty these days as there has been a lot of change in my life and I'm the sort of person that takes time with changes and when too many come at the same time I get overwhelmed and pressured and causes me to have severe panic attacks and weird episodes. I don't even know why I am posting this but if you read this and feel the same just know that you are not alone in this. 🙂 

I have already posted about this once, but I thought I would do it again. I have always had a passion for writing. Just recently I started getting back into freelancing and blogging. A few weeks ago I created a lifestyle blog. However, I have a massive fear of it failing. I guess I was wondering if any of you may be interested in reading it and giving me some sort of feedback? Thanks.

Dreams

The heart feels heavy, like there is some wait on it, idk why it is, idk what it is but it is very annoying like it doesn't hurt but also peace isn't there either, I want peace in me.

Delhi people kahin badminton ka match khelne ka plan bnaye?

Friends

Anyone looking for new friends.
A man here. 24 years old guy. 
For real not for time pass.


This is for everyone who is not feeling good today. I was once told by someone who was very close to me in terms of bloodline, 'What is there in you, to appreciate? Be thankful that you are not criticised'. I was just 15 then. FYI I was and still am a more or less capable and meritorious student who would get certificates of academic excellence in at least three subjects out of five, every year. Another time, someone else told me that I wasn't pretty enough for men to love me because I don't have a milky white skin (I am middle-toned) and I will end up only being used by them. This was something that I always heard and I still hear. Lol. Fast forward to 1.08.2021, yes I am still happily single and 19 years old (men didn't find me attractive I guess XD), I am still a capable student, pursuing BSc psychology hons at a reputed University and hoping to make this world a better place. Moral- no matter what you do, some people will always be unhappy and will belittle you, because they themselves are struggling with issues. Tell them to raise their hands if they like you, and to raise their standards if they don't 😜😜. There is a lot of beauty in all of us, we are all glistening diamonds and sometimes we shine so much that it blinds the person who is seeing us. It's ok if they don't like you, it speaks volumes of their mentality.You my friend are still beautiful. Go ahead and keep shining. Explore yourself my darling, there is a lot of fire still burning in us Love and hugs.

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