The trauma of having seen all failure in my relationships to not be in one anymore. And I am not ready to give anyone a chance. Does that makes me negative? 

Confusion

You are important. 

Adulting

I recently had a break up two days ago from a 5 year old relationship. He did for me because I was too much involved in that relationship and he wanted to set me free because he's struggling with his business and he didn't want me to ruin my good enjoying days. He said he wants to hold on the feeling of setting me free. I wasn't feeling any connectivity with him and I wasn't emotionally attached to him. Although we have decided that we will come back in the relationship again if it totally feels wrong because then we'll know that being together wasn't the problem for us. I miss him and after getting distant, now I realise that those problems were nothing in front of the understanding bond we shared. I don't know if my thoughts are right or wrong this time.

Relationships

You shouldn't settle for less, because I think you deserve the best. 

3am Thoughts

My Father is always support my elder sister
 my father support her but he will not support me because of my father I and my sister have many fights this started before 6 months In corona lockdown I was stressed I had no friends my only friend who is my best friend for 3 years talking behind my back I can't believe that from that time I lost hope in trusting people's (friends)I didn't share anything to anyone because of my fear (if she also talk behind my back means) I am depressed and also my study stress (public exam) I talked to wall and bath room tiles which is non living thing I didn't trust anyone my sister tells bad about me to my father which I didn't have done
So my father hated me till now he is not talking to me I am not talking to him it's soo painful I don't have guts to share my feelings to others 
It's like carrying a 4 years garbage in my brain
And also I am doing higher studies I should focus onthat also my family wont understand my feelings ever,.....




Mental Health

I'm guilty of something. 
I started dating a guy. But then it went on for a while n I broke up with him for some reason. We ended it peacefully. Sometime later probably a week I got back with my ex. Hooked up.  We are kinda together now it's been three months but the guy has been texting me now. I am kinda ignoring because I feel guilty n ashamed n how do I break it to him? Please don't judge me n kindly suggest something. What's wrong with me😭😭

Sometimes, do you wonder if you had such parents to whom you could talk almost anything and everything and just lay down your head in their laps and cry to sleep? 
*I'm crying*

Affirmations

Actually I'm not feeling normal this past few days. I'm a victim of domestic violence. My husband hit me whenever he is angry. I had a chance to file a case against him but since it's pandemic it's getting longer and longer waiting. I don't know what to do now.  Please help. 

Friends

Bohot paise 💰💰 hone ke baad jo akelapan mahsus hota hai na

woh akelapan chahiye 😉

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