The thought of "share what your feeling "is so scary . I cannot for the life of me imagine myself doing so . How do extroverts do it ? 

I know right!? It's easy for extraverts to deal with people, unlike us. They can't believe there are people who are also scared of talking too much xD 

Mental Health

Are you satisfied with what are u today? If yes then how?

Confusion

He's a 
Selenophile

and I'm 
an Astrophile

he show 
me the moon

I show him 
the stars

now we're 
looking at the 

same sky,

dreaming
about the lifetime

we want.



3am Thoughts

Good morning to everyone ✨. I hope everyone have a nice day😍. Have any special thing to do today?!😁

Happy

So I'm leaving 2 different life first is in relationship with one person from last 9 years we are together from school days but from 3 years this person is not serious for our future and not making any efforts.... because of which i started feeling out of love but didn't ended the relationship and the other person who is far away from me we started talking in jan 2020 and fell first for me gave me attention and days went on talking sharing things but soon i realised that  it's just for and own benefits and started ignoring me treats me like nobody treated me according to moods for almost 1 year and i tolerated it and even I dont know why i did so 
 yes u can say i cheated on both of them but i didn't intended to do so things went with flow and i m in guilt on regular basis for doing this still i m not able to stop myself form talking to both of them now the person i met in jan wants to marry me both of them don't know anything about eachother i know i have done wrong many people will say i had played with feelings with both of them but i tried to get away from all this but now things are getting serious and i m in anxiety and panicking what to do next
And now I'm in a dilemma
 not here for judgment cause i know that i did wrong just want to get suggestions to get out of the situation and please don't say like just tell the truth to both of them 
PS : no hatred and bad words or else don't comment 

Boyfriend

Is there any one to chat frienship problem??

Friends

Your profession?

Am i toxic for needing her time she stays so busy that we dont even meet for months although we live just few kilometres apart. I ask her many time that am i even her priority.she says yes but still dont make efforts to meet me. I am a introvert person so i dont have lot of frnds so i feel super-lonely most of the times. I even say that i accept that u are busy and cant meet but a small goodnight message is good enough for me and would make me feel that u are there and thought about me for once. But i rarely get those. Thats why i constantly ask her that if u are bored or u have any issue just let me go . But she says “u know i rarely get time to talk to anyone”. 
But is it even so difficult for people to send a single in whole week asking how am i or how my day went. 
We fight i breakup , but end up apologising again.
Who is the toxic one here me or her ? 
I am asking this and i need honest answers from u guys so that if i am the toxic one here i would likely to take a therapy and change myself to be a better person. 

I'm done i don't have any energy to be mature enough and help a girl out everytime she has some relationship issues or help them overcome it to see them falling for another guy and moving on so quickly and I'm done now  

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