The things that are truly meant for you will never run from you. They will show up and be there to stay.

Life

I wanna be proficient in a foreign language. But idk which language should I opt.
French, Italian, Spanish. 

3am Thoughts

Anyone from Pune?

Friends

which one is better ??
A cup of tea or a mug of coffee 🤔

I just relapsed omg I can’t keep doing this! I’m done I’m ending my life I can’t do this anymore I seriously am so exhausted and tired I can’t do it 

Any girl bestie available for chat

Coming Out

Is there any NGO / event management / general management company in Mumbai/navi Mumbai that can help me to improve my managing skills.( part time for clg student).

Career

It is a long read, but if anyone wants to read it, I will be grateful.
 
My relationship is of 5 years and going. But the problem is I am the only one who has always been invested in our relationship. A friend of mine said that your love is one-sided. And it won't work. You know what's funny? He was right. My gf, who is also my ''best'' friend cheated on me thrice till now. And I keep loving her despite the fact she did cast me aside when she had someone else. And returned to me when she had none. When the first time it happened, I was so mentally broken and afraid. Some years passed in between, and I kept justifying her rude behaviors, jealousy, etc. It is not like we did not have good moments, but as I look back I can see the hidden danger signs. She just used me to flaunt in front of another classmate of ours. I can see that I was more of a trophy to her than a real person. She always pretended to love me, but in her own way where I am more of a puppet to her. I was afraid to even do many simple things. I did not notice how I was bullied sometimes. You know what, now we are in a job together. We share the same office. And slowly I am seeing that she is hiddenly jealous of me. Before the lockdown, I got a very good job offer and when I tried to consult with her, all she said is that she can't give me any advice. I let that job go, for her. And now she taunts me that I should have taken it. My family is poor, and hers is very rich and influential. I know it is a day dream to be with her but I can't stop loving her. And she keeps taking the chances over and over again. 
I am trying to be strong, to control my emotions, to think about myself. But my heart aches thinking that all this love can't hold someone, then what will? I do not know if I will be able to trust any other girl again. It sounds dumb and drastic. But I am in pain. So much pain. The pain of breaking trust, love and so much reliability.
If you read this, pray for me. And If you want to share, please write something.

Emotional Abuse

How can I decide if my relationship is toxic. I feel like it's toxic but I'm not sure.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts