The thing is that I messed up my relationship with my boyfriend . It was all my fault and not his . I am guilty of making a man cry who loved mee so much . We have discussed this I apologized but he is not able to trust mee agin . And how can I even expect to trust mee . I just messed things a lott . I do really love him . He has asked for time to be back to normal and to trust mee again but will he able to trust mee the same again or he will doubt mee every time ?? I don’t want to force him but I don’t want to loose him either .