The story of two magnets :   
Those two were attracted to each other.
If one repelled the other turned and they were together again.
If one got lost then the other would find.
They collide with joy and create beautiful sounds.
But one day they got far enough that their attraction couldn't bring them back together.
Slowly and eventually they lost their magnetism and never got attracted to any other magnet again. 


saima bint fayaz

Relationships

Which are the signs that proves your partner is no more interested to continue the relationship.

OUR SCARS CAN DESTROY US, EVEN AFTER THE PHYSICAL WOUNDS HAVE HEALED. BUT IF WE SURVIVE THEM, THEY CAN TRANSFORM US. THEY CAN GIVE US THE POWER TO ENDURE AND THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT.
-Batman

Affirmations

hey i hope anybody whos reading this is doing okay, well i just got on this website and idk much so idek if anybody would see this, i hope someone does. im 15, a freshman in highschool, ive been interested in music for two yrs now, and ive always wanted to be good at it, i took an interest in it bcuz of my fav artists bcuz they inspire me a lot and theyre one of the ppl that keep me smiling, i wanna be good at it so bad, i would do anything just to make my dream come true. last month i got a guitar for my birthday and my parents spent quite some money on it, at first i was rlly excited to start learning it and to take the first step which is learning an instrument. that excitment didnt last for too long..i slowly started losing hope, getting unmotivated, getting jealous of everyone that does music, crying everytime i pick up that guitar..etc. i honestly dont know whats wrong with me. why do i cry everytime i try to take a step. why does everything seem harder than i expected. is this not the right thing for me? but i wanna do this so bad. there are no music teachers in my city that could help. i feel pressured. i feel horrible everytime i think about it. i feel mad everytime i see a guitar on the internet. just what is going on...i wanna do the things that i want but i always find myself tearing up and giving up right away, and i never share these feelings cuz ill be judged and called dramatic, and i think no one would understand. i also try to write lyrics but stop immediately after a couple minutes bcuz i keep judging myself and saying that whatever i write will be aweful and no one would be impressed. i also dont even know whats going on in my mind therefore i dont know what to write lyrics about. everything seems messy and bad. i feel like its time to get help. i rlly hope someone would see this.

Frustration

In India, Taking about sex is tabbu and Sex is very underrated subject in Indian society. Most of people think we know how to do sex but they are failed to achieve orgasm. Later this become the reason on extra marital relationship/ unhappy relationship. 

On this app a lot of people are discussing about Brakeup s but they are not discussing the reason of brakeup. 

I hope , this app will understand and will not delete my post only due to negative response of other users.

Sexual Health

Oh Meredith, how I miss you so much. I think I am going to write a song. ￼

Depression

Mfuckjdjd i cant even focus reviewing rnnn!!! Shittyt i hate this feelingggg

Anxiety

Since childhood, I faced sexual abuse, ragging in school, physical and verbal abuse etc, I was trying to understand all this and to solve the conflicts in my mind but before I can do that my Grandfather died. At that time he was the only one who used to listen to me, understand me, he was the bestest friend one can have, and I was so young(in 2nd std) to even properly get the idea that he is gone forever and all those feelings of harrassment and abuses got permanently fixed inside me, but just after his death I was beaten with shoes and belts by my uncle as he wants to satisfy his anger and even my parents used to be there and all this used to happen before them which kept going on for quite a long time and because of all this I developed a fear which gets triggered everytime I feels like someone or something is opposing me and because of that fear I became so aggressive that I became the biggest reason for my parents to get hurt. I was the biggest reason of fights in our home and even after knowing all the things I couldn't solve all this as I felt like completely out of my control. Memories of my grandfather along with all other bad memories of abuses kept making me more and more miserable, time passed by and saveral years later I met a girl with whom I fell in love and I felt like I should do all I can to make myself a better person for her to love and as our relationship kept going I fixed all my habits of over aggressiveness, lack of ambition, unfocused, miserable person. I was so much in love with her that I had even decided till the last moments of my life that she will be by my side as we have made the most beautiful and complete love story of all time. I was in college for my engineering degree when a financial crisis occurred and I had to drop out of the college which was a crucial step on the path of my ambition and it gave me a deep cut inside as I cannot think about any other career for me and I loved so much what I was pursuing and just after 3 months of dropping out of the college, Girl I loved more than anything else left me after 8 years of relationship and when she left I spent  the initial few months trying to help myself out of it, I used to say to myself that I am powerful enough to handle all these and kept going. Which is going to be my biggest mistake as I thought that I was solving all the conflicts where as I was just suppressing it inside and it was teasing me each and every day. It's been 3 years since we broke up and from that point till now I have changed the most. Mood swings are so rapid that I am completely unpredictable even for next minute. Sleeping, eating, working patterns all are disturbed, while going through all of these things final incident blew the hardest right inside my mind as 4 months ago my Grandmother died, 
After losing everything she was the only hope I had and now as she is gone I forgot how to cry, how to express, the only thing I always have on my face is smile, which had become the biggest burden as I want to cry out loud to empty myself out of all the heaviness. I used to had a lot of ambitions but now I just want a peaceful mind free of all the conflicts always taking place inside.

Loss

I hate college
I hate xam
I feel empty now
I am disappointed 


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