Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

The reason why i say I’m selfish
Isn’t because i would choose myself
Over someone else
But because
When I’m hurt
I hardly care
I don’t give myself a second to think
I react and very badly,
Not sure why
But i do
I have done it
Too many times already
Yeah it wasn’t just you
I scream
I say words that hurt
I make sure you feel
What i have, too
But i don’t intend to hurt you
But it’s just that way
I have tried to change it alot
But I’m not sure i can
So before you think
All i did was hurt you
Maybe you were hurting me too.