the only people im alive for are my sister and my bf. but i dont think thats a good enough reason, i think my sister would get over my death in a few months and it might be some years for my boyfriend, but they will both eventually get over it, and i dont hate the idea of them getting over me. i just really want to kill myself, i feel like there is no other option, what if no university wants me, what if i cant have the education that i want what if im jobless and homeless because of it. i dont think i deserve to be happy, like i didnt do anything wrong, but i think of myself as the annoying side character in every sitcom that you just wanna hit really hard, i feel like i shouldnt exist, i have severe anxiety, i think. i never got a diagnosis, so im not sure, and sometimes i get these chills, pain in my arms and fingers and sometimes legs and the centre of my chest and i feel this fear and worthlessness and then i cant breathe, like i can but i dont feel like anything is going into my lungs. and this has become frequent during the pandemic, i think dying would be the cowardly but easy and the only way out of all these bad feelings i feel.
Be positive dude.
See I can understand you are going through tuff time.
Just think about it what if you get placed into University.
What if you get job in the best company.
What if make friends at university and enjoying with them
See how many positive things you have.
Don’t give up easily.
Till now you have fought with your problems well.
Remove that negativity.
Do hard work to achieve your dreams.
Every thing gonna be alright
Heyyy, why do you think like that I used have some of these symptoms when I was 14 or 15 I talked to my friends one of them was really close to me he supported me all the way I still thank him for keeping me sane
And tbh I can see a mirror if I look at your status right now
And if they won’t believe if you tell this to anyone but this is real I understand I even tried to kill myself and I usually used blade to tear my skin that was my coping but it was eating me
Now I’m 19 and I’m great like I don’t care anymore I understood slowly that life is great and it gives you a way out and again as an opportunity here I’d like to thank Rohit for keeping me sane healthy
To you Ms Stressed out ----- Don’t worry it’s gonna be fine I’m not saying totally fine I still have problems but I feel alive and happy I am really happy if this helps even a little bit, please tell me ok…
Thanks, this really helped
Heyy milady, I know this is you
Posting it anonymously won’t hide it from me I know you from your soul I love you so much Idc what happens you’ll find me next to you always standing by your side
When I said forever I mean it dw it’s gonna be all okay soon
I said you can do anything… I know you more than you do
Okay honey, I love you too