The one who makes my heart beat true, the one who fills my soul with light, the one who holds me through the night. The one who understands me well, the one who shares my hopes and dreams, one who loves me as I am. I hope one day I find you and never let you go.💙

virangana verma

3am Thoughts

Happy Valentine's Day everyone..

Love

I have survived yet another year. Hope this year won't be as shitty as previous one) 

I just woke up to my parents shouting at each other I hate life and I'm very tired

Family

Things have been miserable from last 15days .. i met a guy online spoke to him for a month n i fell in love with him .. when I confessed him he said he has set some boundaries and don't want to b in relationship than wen I tried to avoid him he than confessed his love towards me .. we are from same city .. whenever I asked him to meet he use to give n numbers of reasons .. his behaviour was intolerable to me .. i use to wait for his msgs n calls but kabhi usne saamnese nai kiya .. pura din i use to waste jus by waiting for his call n msg .. he said he is going through some prblms he would not share anything to me .. later when I asked n number of times than he said he is going through financial lose in share market n his money is stuck .. he would keep on giving same reasons everyday to me .. one day we decided to meet by 4 evening but all of sudden last moment he said my mood is upset i can't meet .. i asked him again n again n than he said that he had to pay an emi n if he didn't pay uska cibil affect ho jayega n he needed 20k urgently he didn't ask me money but I cldnt see his condition so I gave him 10k from my savings .. n later he was ready to meet .. i was like let it b nai milte .. mood upset ho gaya.. after 2 days he use to not talk properly to me n whenever I asked him he use to give me same reason.. financial issue hai.. ignore karne lag gaya n now we don't talk .. i had an emergency so i asked him money he said m still facing the prblm i dont hve now .. still i agreed n again he vanished completely .. I am trying to b supportive to him,uska mood acha ho isliye har koshish kar rahi thi par he would not care .. whenever I would drunk i would say how I feel n how much I loved him but he never cared.. woh kehta hai he loves me par mujhe kyun nai dikhta uska pyar,till date he never any effort to meet me .. he is like puzzle to me .. way to complicated.. usko nai samjh paari me .. kya karu me nai samjh paari .. i miss him alot par kya Karu nai samjh aara .. ye soch lu ki usne sab khatam kar diya n jo b kuch tha humare bich sab khatam ho gaya .. sar fhata Jaa Raha hai Mera soch ke

Boyfriend

I still feel like I'm being shamed without knowing it. Im literally about to have a panic attack in the middle of class... It feels horrible..

Body image

Im too attached to him, we are not dating, so thats make me scared. I'm trying to keep a little distance from him, and he confused with my behavior, why im ignore him and slow response and not pick up his call. But why im doing rn is hurting me, i miss him

I reached the sea and turned around. 
Then I reached another sea.
Again, I turned around. 
When I reached the mountains, I turned around 
I just kept running 

BURGER was the only good thing in my life and I didn't get to eat that today...

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