The most unfortunate thing of my existence. Born as a girl child in a highly conservative, money greedy rural Jat community. Conviencing family for better study, that took toll on my mental and physical health... Since last 12 years living in mental torture asylum every day... Fading inside out... My charm, enthusiasm and wish for living dieing where everytime people are realising how unworthy I'm... Pathetic JAT community for girls.

Thanks for your kind words, please pray for me 🙏

Thanks for your kind words, time is not passing... Age is passing, health is getting worsh I am not able to study which is the only way out... I know no one change it except God... Please pray for me 🙏

They are earning in lakhs per month still I am dying for normal medicine.

Absolutely right friend. May God give us more strength and opportunities to come to out of such toxic environment. I'm almost feeling cry... Thanks for understand.

Exhausted

Sometimes I often feel that I don't need friends or should I socialize or not

Adulting

Any one here who watch anime cuz I need friends who watch anime 

Lonely

Goodnight lovely people! Sleep well x

3am Thoughts

TW: ED today’s been really bad, I hate the fact that my family comments on my weight, I know to some people ‘skinny’ might be a compliment but to me it’s not. I really struggle with eating.

Eating Disorder

First time in my Life, I had complimented
Male, 23
I really have feelings for a girl in my college since 18 July 2022, so I took the opportunity to genuinely compliment her. Actually, what made me to do it is what happened...on 14th Aug 2022, she called me Psycho multiple times and I told this to a psychologist so she told to tell the college teachers about it, so it was difficult for me to complain about her to the teacher, so instead of Complaining, I just made 10 Lists of what I like about her. So after telling her the following sentences via WhatsApp yesterday, she didn't reply to it. Can I know why?  What she might felt?  I told her... 1) You're an amazing person. 2) I admire your work Ethic. 3) You're a positive Influencer. 4) You're beautiful. 5) You are the prettiest girl in the college. 6) "On a scale from 1 to 10, you're an 11." 7) "You make me want to be a better person." 8) "Your talent is God's gift to you...What you do with it is your gift back to God." 9) You have the best smile. 10) You have the best ideas.

Love

If my best friend is talking to ne like she doesn't want to talk to me and calls me negative toxic fake and many other bad things what should I do. Should I stay w her? I don't have any friend beside her.

Want to share a lot but no one to talk to

Before 10 months I experienced the most terrible breakup of my life,he was a spinless man... could never take stand neither for himself nor for me...he never ever contacted me again. I tried for 6 months to fix things then I also gave up unwillingly.
 I am still stuck there mentally...I keep fantasizing, daydreaming about him,recalls all the wonderful and terrible things that happened,what could I have done differently...I have tried each and everything...gym, routine change, social media declutter, sharing it with my friends and I still cry myself to sleep. I have a super busy life but for now it's all online. Please help me!!!

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