Anxiety

Please carry me carry me home…..

I need advice. Everytime I take bath or for cleaning purposes, i touch inside of my vulva i feel flesh like a wall. Very close to my vulva. is it normal or i should see gynec. i couldn't slip my finger inside it more.

Sexual Health

There is some another level of peace when you start enjoying your own company despite of having many insecurities.....




Love

I was se x ually abused when I was a kid still remember I was in kg when it all started, I used to live in a joint family, my cousin brother used to call me in his room and and asked me to play a game with him he would play the role of a king and told me to play the role of a  queen then he used to tell me that now king and queen will bath together and then he used to remove my and his clothes and he would kiss me forcefully after that he used to ask me to give him **ow job...and i was dumb that i would agree to him...not only he his sister too  used me..she used to call me in her room to and would ask me to suck her **obs and she also used to kiss me forcefully..after one year we shifted from there but it didn't stopped they  come to my house and do the sme thing with me...it all continued for years but when i was 4th or 5th class i came to realise this wrong then i started avoiding them at family gathering too i used to sit with elder or will stay with my other cousins..after sometime when we met they behaved very casually with me like they did nothing with me....i hate them...i am scared of them tbh..i can't even stand in same room with them till now....it all affected me so much that today also i can't have close proximity with guys....my ex brokeup with me because i never let him do anything other then kissing me..i don't blame him...it's not his fault...but only i know even kissing him was a tough task for me...i feel safe alone now...even i am scared with girls too i don't show it but i am scared of girls too....i know its weird but thats how i feel...people call me oldschool....i am not oldschool i am just scared.. i never told this to my family or friends..and now i  thinks it's too late...being se x ually abused for 5-6 years when i was kid spoilt my whole childhood...i ry to come out of it..but its hard...those 5-6 years made my whole life a mess

Addiction

I feel like am stuck and that am not trying enough . All my friends are working in good high paying jobs , some of them even got married . Am here working in a very low paying job and i havent even been in a single relationship. I feel exactly like Rachel from Friends Season 1 . Will i ever be happy and finally live a life that i wanted?

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