The more I help people, the more I feel bad when I'm seeing them still struggling.

But they are also getting better no? That's a nice thing

Exhausted

Anyone from medical profession here?


College

Elders who are suffering try to make sense of their life by enforcing morals, which they know if they had done or do now, to themselves might have changed or change their situation respectively. Instead of changing themselves they try to achieve the sense of accomplishment by enforcing it on youngsters by falling pray to vanity. 
Becoming ignorant to the fact that every individual is supported to find their identity by themselves instead of being taught what they are, however it is inevitable that we all need guidance, yes we do but that doesn't change the fact that - protection and guidance is important but there are some things a person is bound to find by himself otherwise they will remain timid and naive through their whole life, following orders and accepting that as their destiny without letting their consciousness take form.

Growing Up

i am little bit confused....as i don't know how to start a conversation with girls on social media without any topic....


i like a girl in my school and i have her number but i don't know what to message her and how to start a good conversation between us...

please help me out🥲🥲if anyone is concerned 

Boyfriend

I wish there were a feature by which I could delete the chats with disconnected people. @now&me

3am Thoughts

Listening to the stories and pain of people here makes me feel bad....just remember time heals every wound... and if it can't then it will give you the strength to endure that pain....things get easier in life with time🤗🤗...

anyone wanna connect?

Friends

College life is very special. School life is really special. Like really? Is it? I don't know. Because for me none of them is. Right now, I am studying in 3rd year of my college but to be honest, there is not even a single day when I can say that I have enjoyed it. My college days have been a life changer for me. The girl who used to be a nerd, a bloody hard worker is becoming sluggish. This was not the place where I wanted to go. I wanted to move out of my state but I couldn't even move out of my city. The only question that disturbs me right now is why I study so hard for my boards for coming over here. The students who come over here, my classmates most of them just wanna go into their parent's business so they don't attend college, there is no issue of attendance here and I attended classes in my last semester with a strength of only 2 students. No, the staff over here is not bad, only that was the reason I came here rather than going to the other colleges in my city, but my motivation to do anything in life is just terminating day by day. My 1st year was online and to be honest, I hardly have any friends over here except my old best friend. I feel like I am trapped in a cage. I never thought that life will be like this. I will become like this. My zeal to learn something is just terminating. If the circumstances wouldn't have been so bad, I could have gone to some place, it feels like everyone will do something in their life, and I will be left behind. I don't know what to say. Yes, I am comparing with everyone but I am so baffled right now. It feels like I am a burden on my parents, for me home is a cage, and college is a cage. I am so baffled to do anything in life. Like this girl had become so indecisive that she can't even take little decisions.

No, I don't want any sympathy. Maybe it's just that these feelings were trapped for 2 years and these things have just changed me. I won't say that they have changed me in a good or bad way but they have changed me. The phase when I feel guilty if I enjoy little bit.I have hardly smiled from inside since 2 years. Feeling guilty about everything, the anxiety attacks that I get when I am not able to breathe properly, my mouth becomes dry, and  I just wanna scream but my voice doesn't even come out have changed me. The only thing that is keeping me little relaxed these days is writing. The only reason I started blogging was to vent out.

Yes, I do feel like people might think that she wants to gain sympathy that's why she is writing or nothing so big has happened in her life, she is so weak. I don't know if I am portrayed as weak by confessing everything but the questions like am I good for nothing, Is this the same girlwhom I thought would be in college? just leave my mind unanswered.
It's just that sometimes I feel like that if I haven't been ever good in studies or studious that would have been better, at least I wouldn't have thought so much about this. I don't even know why I am confessing all this here, yes maybe I am too weak. I don't know.


Anxiety

I have exam tomorrow but all I can think of is him... What do I do? 🥺🥺

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