The last call of our …in mid night of 19nov. after 5months …the call was on …he said “JAAN”…My eyes were full of tears , my body was shivering…i tried to control and didn’t want to get him know what was I feeling that tym …he seemed me normal and cool …he casually said to me “comeback…i will handle all the things and sorry that i couldn’t call you or be in contact you for a long tym etc etc”.
I also pretended that " I was okay … nothing to be worry"…but i know we both were having tears in our eyes…i made him to promise me that “he will never drink or smoke because of girl and never hurt himself” and he replied me “YES” & the call ended after 1 or 2 hour.
The ironical part was… At that tym i was having ciggerate in my hand and sleeping piles by my side and tears in my eyes …🙂yeah … that was… THE NIGHT…🥀