Elegant Girl @shekhawat__
The last call of our …in mid night of 19nov. after 5months …the call was on …he said “JAAN”…My eyes were full of tears , my body was shivering…i tried to control and didn’t want to get him know what was I feeling that tym …he seemed me normal and cool …he casually said to me “comeback…i will handle all the things and sorry that i couldn’t call you or be in contact you for a long tym etc etc”.
I also pretended that " I was okay … nothing to be worry"…but i know we both were having tears in our eyes…i made him to promise me that “he will never drink or smoke because of girl and never hurt himself” and he replied me “YES” & the call ended after 1 or 2 hour.
The ironical part was… At that tym i was having ciggerate in my hand and sleeping piles by my side and tears in my eyes …🙂yeah … that was… THE NIGHT…🥀
Don’t smoke yar atleast… life is hard but have to through all this
Elegant Girl @shekhawat__
Yeah…i will not one day
vikram chouhan @vschouhan
That’s more hipocrytical than ironic
Elegant Girl @shekhawat__
I m not here to justify…i m here to feel light by writing my emotions 🙂
vikram chouhan @vschouhan
Ok
Akash Gupta @akash1600
In the same situation I am facing right now I can understand your feeling
Elegant Girl @shekhawat__
Wish …u never relate and understand this feeling…
Hope you will overcome this asap…
Now everything is good?
Or still have any problems
Elegant Girl @shekhawat__
May be life is on a track …but still indeep i really miss him …he is happy in his life … that’s enough for me…
U should move on.
A friendly advice
I think …i m or i will🙂
U should
Really not …
Jaisi aapki iksha